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Sam772
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- Jan 17, 2022
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Everything when downhill last year, I spent Alittle over a month in hospital for type 1 Diabetes, which was a very traumatic experience and then when I went out of hospital things went worse, I was met with many bills and I had lost all the jobs I had prior to being hospitalized, everything went downhill from there I lost everything and found myself sleeping in my car and lost the car aswell, I was forced to sell it. Its been a downhill from mid last year, December I sold my laptop I was desperate and I decided I will CTB to end all my pain, after some thought I have decided to give life 1 more try, just 1 last fight and if I fail Ill CTB, I have daughter's so if I CTB they will suffer and that's not fair, anyway I can't work because I sold my laptop, only if I could have a second hand laptop I'd start working on getting my life back in place, I'd use it mostly for internet marketing and freelance programing, I know if I can work hard for 6months straight I can get my life back in order. It's crazy that something so insignificant to another can play a very big role to someone else, but let's see how this chapter will go
Everything when downhill last year, I spent Alittle over a month in hospital for type 1 Diabetes, which was a very traumatic experience and then when I went out of hospital things went worse, I was met with many bills and I had lost all the jobs I had prior to being hospitalized, everything went downhill from there I lost everything and found myself sleeping in my car and lost the car aswell, I was forced to sell it. Its been a downhill from mid last year, December I sold my laptop I was desperate and I decided I will CTB to end all my pain, after some thought I have decided to give life 1 more try, just 1 last fight and if I fail Ill CTB, I have daughter's so if I CTB they will suffer and that's not fair, anyway I can't work because I sold my laptop, only if I could have a second hand laptop I'd start working on getting my life back in place, I'd use it mostly for internet marketing and freelance programing, I know if I can work hard for 6months straight I can get my life back in order. It's crazy that something so insignificant to another can play a very big role to someone else, but let's see how this chapter will go