- Jun 10, 2018
Relapsed after 9 months sober. Ironically this is making me miserable and suicidal but I would prefer to die sober. Sn is on the way but it'll keep.
I would look at the stop drinking subreddit for info about alcoholism. Or hit an AA meeting.
I don't know if alcoholism will make it easier to kill yourself. This might be an ironic thing to say on a suicide site but do whatever you can to not become a full fledged alcoholic.