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Gumby

Gumby

Student
Jun 10, 2018
103
Relapsed after 9 months sober. Ironically this is making me miserable and suicidal but I would prefer to die sober. Sn is on the way but it'll keep.
 
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YaYaDr

Student
Jun 26, 2018
128
Sorry, to hear about your troubles Gumby. Do you mind if I ask you questions about your method to take your mind off drinking?
 
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Gumby

Student
Jun 10, 2018
103
It has been easy to not drink. Meetings help. I think the crazy heat has been a trigger. Hopefully I can put another chunk of time together. Thanks ❤
 
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VanHeineken

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Apr 10, 2018
270
I will probably end up as an fully fledged alcoholic soon (if i don't manage to kill myself). I want to know more about alcoholism. If you got some info or links I would be most grateful.

But one important question first: Will it be easier to commit suicide when I'm an alcoholic? Like when the worst cravings creeps up on me and I'm at the most desperate, will it be easier to kill myself? Please share all your thoughts about this. I will forever be grateful to you.
 
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Gumby

Student
Jun 10, 2018
103
I would look at the stop drinking subreddit for info about alcoholism. Or hit an AA meeting.

I don't know if alcoholism will make it easier to kill yourself. This might be an ironic thing to say on a suicide site but do whatever you can to not become a full fledged alcoholic.
 
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ReleaseMe

I know it's over And it never really began
May 26, 2018
120
Sounds very familiar.. additcion is such a beast :(
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
I would look at the stop drinking subreddit for info about alcoholism. Or hit an AA meeting.

I don't know if alcoholism will make it easier to kill yourself. This might be an ironic thing to say on a suicide site but do whatever you can to not become a full fledged alcoholic.

Ok, thank you:-)
 
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Gumby

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Jun 10, 2018
103
Seriously, pm me if it becomes a problem
 
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