Reincarnation, afterlife, Karma

[asthedayends00]

Does anyone hold back on ctb due to believing in some type of afterlife/reincarnation?

Often times I'm so close yet have a weird feeling that I'll need to do it over again until I learn to just finish out life? Super odd and curious if anyone else feels the same.

 

[George77]

Although i was an agnostic since my ealry teens, I'm now almost 50 and became much more spiritual in the last year (although it unfortunately hasn't seemed to have an uplifting effect on my depressed state).

While I don't believe in the strict traditional religious concepts of heaven and hell, I do believe there could well be some kind of reincarnation. I've never had anything close to a Near Death Experience (NDE), but I've read enough accounts to believe there's something going there, such as consciousness existing in some form after body death.

I have mixed feelings about possibly reincarnation in a future physical body. While I fear it could possibly be in a worse off position, I also wonder if I'll have remembered and learnt in some ways the lessons from my current life and be able to do 'better' the next time around.

 

[Playingwiththedead]

Does anyone hold back on ctb due to believing in some type of afterlife/reincarnation?

Often times I'm so close yet have a weird feeling that I'll need to do it over again until I learn to just finish out life? Super odd and curious if anyone else feels the same.

Im the opposite, my experiences encourage me. It would be nice to escape my seemingly inescapable narcissistic-abuse-from-every person-ive-ever-met twilight zone hell and go with my husband where its all love all the time. & that need to complete life feeling is SI, i know because i get it too whenever ive seriously thought about attempting, its bullshit though, its how were wired.

 

[Jonah Byrde]

Does anyone hold back on ctb due to believing in some type of afterlife/reincarnation?

Often times I'm so close yet have a weird feeling that I'll need to do it over again until I learn to just finish out life? Super odd and curious if anyone else feels the same.

Reincarnation would be better than my current life statistically.

 

[asthedayends00]

Reincarnation would be better than my current life statistically.

But what if ctb sets up for a worse reincarnation? It's hard to put into words but after researching so many NDE's, it just seems like there will be something after

 

[Jonah Byrde]

But what if ctb sets up for a worse reincarnation? It's hard to put into words but after researching so many NDE's, it just seems like there will be something after

Most people are not suicidal like this website. People on here just got very unlucky, theoretically you can reincarnate in a similair position but it's very unlikely.

 

[asthedayends00]

You mind saying what position you're in or why u wanna ctb?

Most people are not suicidal like this website. People on here just got very unlucky, theoretically you can reincarnate in a similair position but it's very unlike

 

[divinemistress87]

Im the opposite, my experiences encourage me. It would be nice to escape my seemingly inescapable narcissistic-abuse-from-every person-ive-ever-met twilight zone hell and go with my husband where its all love all the time. & that need to complete life feeling is SI, i know because i get it too whenever ive seriously thought about attempting, its bullshit though, its how were wired.

I think in some peoples destiny to die by suicide as morbid as that sounds

 

[asthedayends00]

I think in some peoples destiny to die by suicide as morbid as that sounds

Omg I remember seein u post all the time when I first joined this.. any new updates for you?!

 

[divinemistress87]

Omg I remember seein u post all the time when I first joined this.. any new updates for you?!

Hello! Nah I stayed away hoping I could get better but didnt work so Im back

 

[asthedayends00]

Hello! Nah I stayed away hoping I could get better but didnt work so Im back

Lmaoo same, I gave it like 6 month of really trying to crack down and get better yet here I am again ;p

 

[divinemistress87]

Lmaoo same, I gave it like 6 month of really trying to crack down and get better yet here I am again ;p

Welcome back fellow dark soul

 

[Playingwiththedead]

I think in some peoples destiny to die by suicide as morbid as that sounds

I think so too, and if anyones destiny its mine, i feel like im being called to the afterlife, its a great feeling, maybe extra recently because ive had one of the most famous suicide victims with me for several months now but ive found peace in the thought of killing myself for years. Now its my only source of happiness and peace. + i got my most blatant sign yet from him about an hour ago

 

[asthedayends00]

I think so too, and if anyones destiny its mine, i feel like im being called to the afterlife, its a great feeling, maybe extra recently because ive had one of the most famous suicide victims with me for several months now but ive found peace in the thought of killing myself for years. Now its my only source of happiness and peace. + i got my most blatant sign yet from him about an hour ago

Care to go into lil more detail on the sign/ victim being with ya

 

[divinemistress87]

I think so too, and if anyones destiny its mine, i feel like im being called to the afterlife, its a great feeling, maybe extra recently because ive had one of the most famous suicide victims with me for several months now but ive found peace in the thought of killing myself for years. Now its my only source of happiness and peace. + i got my most blatant sign yet from him about an hour ago

What sign?

 

[Playingwiththedead]

Care to go into lil more detail on the sign/ victim being with ya

Chris Cornell, i have many long posts about my experiences (although theyre hard for me to articulate in a way where i dont get caught up in how crazy i feel i sound) but essentially i had a set of very vivid dreams with him 2 months ago before i knew who he was, had him come to me in a NDE when i was dying from taking SN telling me i would be with him soon, that among other feelings or images that will pop into my head

What sign?

Now that i think about it this was actually a string, a couple days back i was worrying about how my little business i was running seemed to stall and i was worried i wouldnt get enough money as soon as i wanted to fly to california and ctb there, i didnt want to wait any longer, i felt that same loving feeling wash over me and i felt a sureness, he was telling me i didnt have to go. I have plenty enough money to get a hotel in my city but i guess i thought going there would bring me closer to him (various reasons 4 that). Earlier today i got an image of him with the biggest and most beautiful smile, same feeling and i almost started crying, i kept together because my mom was in the car. Now an hour ago i see someone that looks exactly like him outside a sandwich shop, my jaw literally dropped, after he got his sandwich he stood around for a while outside for seemingly no reason, then looked through the windshield at me, smiled, and walked off, i turned my head for literally 1 second and he was gone, i looked in all the cars around me and he wasnt in any of them, its like he disappeared

 

[divinemistress87]

Chris Cornell, i have many long posts about my experiences (although theyre hard for me to articulate in a way where i dont get caught up in how crazy i feel i sound) but essentially i had a set of very vivid dreams with him 2 months ago before i knew who he was, had him come to me in a NDE when i was dying from taking SN telling me i would be with him soon, that among other feelings or images that will pop into my head

Now that i think about it this was actually a string, a couple days back i was worrying about how my little business i was running seemed to stall and i was worried i wouldnt get enough money as soon as i wanted to fly to california and ctb there, i didnt want to wait any longer, i felt that same loving feeling wash over me and i felt a sureness, he was telling me i didnt have to go. I have plenty enough money to get a hotel in my city but i guess i thought going there would bring me closer to him (various reasons 4 that). Earlier today i got an image of him with the biggest and most beautiful smile, same feeling and i almost started crying, i kept together because my mom was in the car. Now an hour ago i see someone that looks exactly like him outside a sandwich shop, my jaw literally dropped, after he got his sandwich he stood around for a while outside for seemingly no reason, then looked through the windshield at me, smiled, and walked off, i turned my head for literally 1 second and he was gone, i looked in all the cars around me and he wasnt in any of them, its like he disappeared

Thats beautiful !