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madjin

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Ok So I'v decided to leave out Antacids and Painkillers out of the plan, was gonna leave out sedatives but apparently they're important just like Antiemetics, but Also I can't get benzos to crush and dissolve in water to drink because of prior trauma, so as per

pagalparinda

's guidance I'll be taking Clonazepam 4-5 minutes before Drinking my SN.

So the plan is this:


1) Fast for 8 hours (i Believe this is Doable for me even tho Vizzy says to fast according to your limits), NO fluids in those Last 2 hours.

2. wait 1 Hour 20 minutes (I'll be skipping Pain Killers since Vizzy says Painkillers are not needed if You're using Sedatives, which I am) then take 3 Metoclopramide tablets, 10 mg each. Within this hour and a half (almost) I'll be preparing 3 Drinks of SN, 1 main and 2 Backup's as this has been noted to me multiple times should I throw up (praying I don't, then again I don't think the Big Guy likes me too much 😆)

3/ Wait 35 minutes (alotta waiting eh?) Before ingesting 5 tablet's of Clonazepam, each 1 mg.

4\ After 5 more minutes of final wait, Drink the SN in 2-3 mouthful Gups and try not to throw up. Then again I don't have much difficulty Drinking Salty Drinks but It's also been noted that I should wash my mouth out with Mouthwash and Plain Water, Can't do alcohol because It's apparently easier to get Prescription meds and SN here but no whiskey lol. Making sure not to consume any of this.

5> Have someone to Hold my hand and place my Head in their lap as they tell me It's not my fault, that they love me and How I've earned my peace. Someone who doesn't judge me or 'save' me but simply lulls me into a eternal sleep with their gentle embrace.

JK! Lmao, We poor bastards ain't getting that royal treatment 😂

Jokes aside, I want you people to tell me where I'm going wrong (& right here) so that I can finetune this. Vizzy not producing all iterations of a SN poison routine is kinda making things difficult, guess it's not his fault. RIP Vizzy.

And I know about all the testing, measuring and correct doses. If I need extra info, I'll ask but feel free to remind me of things and other pertinent information. But I do wonder what my Last meal should be. The Goal is to have all this done in the next 8 or so days.

Hoping God isn't as cruel to me in the afterlife as he has been here in this life.
 

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