Story Reddit Story: I will commit suicide today and I feel at peace.

[brokenspirited]

I will commit suicide today and I feel at peace.

I'm happier with this realization, despite how morbid what I'm about to do is. I've been holding out for as long as I can for various reasons, but recent circumstances have left me no choice, but I'm glad everything happened as it did as it forced my hand into this. I won't leave behind a suicide note though. Probably I will go around the city to enjoy my final hours and then do the act.



A few final thoughts.



I don't care. I don't care about the grief left behind by my demise. I certainly don't care about unfulfilled dreams and the hole that is left from my absence in people's lives. I just want an out, and this was the only way I knew how. I'm so happy, you have no idea.



PS: I have few wants in life, and attention isn't one of those. I was bullied during my high school and it has made me attention-averse. I understand this post will probably garner some reception, but I want some space to express my final thoughts and as I've said, I won't be leaving behind a suicide note. But really, either way, whatever people think, I don't really care anymore. I don't want any help and I certainly won't be opening this account again after posting it, and I won't be able to read replies as well.

 

[kurgan]

All the best, what is your chosen method?

 

[MeSauce]

Is this a reddit repost on this site or are you actually doing it today?

 

[asano.para]

All the best, what is your chosen method?

This is only a repost from someone on reddit, which explains the Story tag.

 

[DirtCommie]

LOOOL I LUUUV those comments that were making fun of the suicide hotline. Useless garbage. that hotline is right now.

"Oh yah make the call! Youre life may get hsrder and calling this person doesnt do jack schit to fix most of your problems but just keep calling !!!1!121! Eventually itll make a difference in 7....million decades!111!!1! Keep calling hrrrngh!!!1!21!"

Also love those comments calling each of us a 'star that will light up the universe' . I find it funny that I am such a 'useful and unique star' and yet nobody seems to need me ...it is almost as if.... WAIT A MINUTE! IT is as if Humans have created a society where no matter how unique or useful you are there is the possibility that nobody will give a rat's ass about anyways!