Recovery Partners Megathread

[angelhopes]

20f, USA
Im going thru so much rn and both my ex and bsf dropped me in the same week. I feel so devastated and Idk what to do or where to start.

 

[luxsuircides]

Recovery Partners Megathread

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F / 20 / US
I'm struggling with substance issues and trauma. I have BPD and it's more or less taken over my life. If anyone is willing to talk :(

 

[liminal]

31, NB, India
I'm a depressed shut-in from Mumbai. I'm a queer, non-binary trans person and i'm on the spectrum. chronic depression and ocd are my primary struggles. i've attempted suicide once. I've checked out of society for nearly ten years at this point. i like yapping about tech and video games a lot. i love animals and spending time in nature. i'm addicted to pocari sweat.

My primary goal is to gradually reintegrate back into society, meet people and socialize in real life again. If you're a fellow south asian with the same goal, and you'd like to befriend someone you can hang out with in person at some point, feel free to message me. I can share my discord or join some other platform since I'm rarely active on this website.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

36/M

Straight white guy, American. Catholic atheist. NEET, yes, you read the age right. Have worked in the past. Bipolar. In treatment. Very depressed for 9 months. Beginning to decide against CTB. First out of cowardice, but now there's a little spark of hope. Trying to grow it into a fire. Can't smother it, though.

Looking for a friendly person to talk to, any demographic really.

 

[cowgirlmagic]

This is probably an impulse but I'm always up to talking to people ( ˃ᴗ˂)

20F, hispanic but living in Northern Europe, NEET with a long list of mental disorders (ADHD, autism, BPD, depression, anxiety) and recently went back to therapy. My depression has been pretty bad since the year started and I had to quit my job due to anxiety and burn out and I can't really make myself get back on it. Constantly talking about CTB but never actually a danger to myself somehow and I want to be better, I think.

Looking for a friendly person to talk to, any demographic really.

Started following you because I saw your profile picture while listening to a song from that album after a really long time!! the coincidence freaked me out lol

 

[JoeFailure]

36/M

Straight white guy, American. Catholic atheist. NEET, yes, you read the age right. Have worked in the past. Bipolar. In treatment. Very depressed for 9 months. Beginning to decide against CTB. First out of cowardice, but now there's a little spark of hope. Trying to grow it into a fire. Can't smother it, though.

Looking for a friendly person to talk to, any demographic really.

That little spark can absolutely grow into a fire. Shoot me a PM if you want to talk, I was first here when I was like 34 a few years ago in a really terrible spot. It is possible to get out of it.

 

[yume_]

Okay I feel like this could really help me soo...

18M Brazilian, I'm suicidal for quite some time and somehow everyday gets worse. I can't really say I'm good at talking to ppl so sorry in advance. A little bit of my interests? Music, I really like it ( ≧▽≦ ), anime, manga, idk I doom scrolled too much and now I have no interests lmao. I hope I can be helpful and don't be scared to reach out! I don't bite! (o^▽^o)

Oh btw I prefer discord so just ask me and I'll send it.

Thanks for reading and I hope u have a good day!

 

[guiltyparty]

I'm new here and just looking for someone to talk to. 28F, Canada, and I have a long history of depression/anxiety/self harm.

I would describe myself as high functioning since I have a career, I'm active in my community through volunteering, I am married and I have a few friends. But I really struggle with loneliness and yearning for connection, some days it feels debilitating.

I'm looking for someone that I can talk to openly and casually (e.g., once or twice a week). I would like to give and receive support depending on how well I'm doing, haha. As far as hobbies go, I really enjoy reading, video games, colouring, tv/anime.

 

[madsxcxc]

Hi, 25F American trans woman diagnosed with depression, OCD, ADHD and BPD with a history of SI/SH. I've been in a variety of treatments (IOP, PHP, residential, ketamine, TMS, and am currently in a DBT program) with little to no success. It's only gotten worse :(

I was previously high functioning with a career in accounting until a romantic relationship with my best friend fell through. Since then I am unable to function close to the same degree.

My interests include resident evil and daredevil!! I guess my ultimate goal would be to find something worth living for, as I previously lived for my best friend. I'd love to chat with anyone, especially those with BPD and/or have gone through losing a favorite person ^_^

 

[NoName8]

Hey. 25m Canada. I recently failed an attempt at suicide, but I want to get better. My fiancée told me I should reach out to people and speak about what happened, and I think people here will likely understand. I would prefer a female partner because I was abused by my father and have a hard time opening up to other men, but I'd like to clarify it would be completely platonic. I apologize I don't think I have private message privileges, and I may need to post more before I can.

Thank you for your time.

 

[GoDown65]

29M Germany
Struggling with depression for a while now, also going through a divorce. It's a challenging time for me. Looking for anyone who is willing to talk and likes to share experiences.

I do hope to get better or at least get to a manageable headspace - even if it's just for my kids.

 

[k_7777]

hi, im 18f from the us. i have major depression, bpd, ocd, anxiety. im really lonely and have a hard time talking to people in my life about my mental health so im looking for friends i can talk abt that stuff with. i like videogames, art, music, and anime

 

[NZkiwi]

(Trying to cut down on chatgpt hence why I'm here lol)

Kia ora / heyyy SaSu. 27M, New Zealand, Straight, pretty average sense of humour

Pretty social in my life, but I struggle to really talk about this with anyone really, even my ex, or friends. So just learning to communicate that side of things

Anyone is welcome to message me - open to any demographic
A strong command of English would probably help us understand each other clearly -- but kindness and openness matter most

I've also posted in the "Support Group Megathread" and posting here if anyone wants to talk in a more open forum

Some things about me - feel free message me if any of these things resonate so we have something in common apart from wanting to ctb lol
- Long-ish distance runner (20-30km/week)
- Bartender (love this job!)
- Ex-health care professional (long story)
- Bipolar, medicated (I learned my lesson!), stable-ish. Current suicidal ideation with plan hence engaged with formal services here. Not in distress
- Had psychosis (Went off meds for a year and ended up under the mental health act in an Australian Hosptial :/ >>-- n e v e r a g a i n --<<)
- ADHD (have meds and do better when I take them lol)
- Have done all the therapies (Or mainly EMDR, CBT, ACT, DBT, and meta-cognitive therapy)
- Hopeless romantic (aren't we all!)
- Ex-alcoholic
- Ex-vaper (this was hard!)
- Favorite colour: blue
- Scoropio
- Love EDM/Hard Style/Dubstep

 

[LRkin]

Hello
29 (Turn 30 soon). Male. Currently in Kazakhstan.
Suicidal for fifteen years or so. Never made an actual attempt (but was close to do it once, was persuaded not to).
A shut-in (have no social life outside of my work, but even there I just exist and barely communicate with colleagues), somewhat introverted and melancholic. Have a couple of IRL friends, but I am separated from them by thousands of kilometers.
In general, I am a nice person. Or at very least I do my best to be one.
SaSu is the only place where I can be fully open about my thoughts and feelings and I genuinely like people here. In my eyes it shows me that even if we can feel miserable, there's still something good about us.

I love music. Mostly 90's or early 2000's rock, metal and alternative. Lately got interested in EDM (Hardstyle, Breakcore, DnB, Jungle and stuff).

I love animals. But, unfortunately, don't keep any as pets. As I live alone, I can't have a job and take care of them simultaneously.

Enjoy some literature (historical fiction and sci-fi), games and long documentaries on YouTube (it's easier to fall asleep).

Will be glad to see anyone in my PMs. Sometimes I do not reply fast (different timezones, job etc.), but I will do my best to write back.

 

[BooksIsAloneK]

Looking for friends to talk to regularly, help me hold myself accountable and stay on top of routine for my goals:

-Learning new language
-Exercise
-Eating at regular intervals
-Proper sleep
-Studying
-Seeking better employment
-Deciding why the universe put me here
-Getting back in therapy/treatment

PM if you'd like

 

[blueqnq]

27 years old guy feeling sad, lonely, and depressed.

You know for try build a friendship, for we talk you know regarding our struggles for life.

Be a support for one another you know.

I am living cool place of usa I can be there for you as friend.

If interested for talking, please reply you know.