Recovery Partners Megathread

[Ruru-san]

18M UK

Im very into anime, manga , manhwa etc all that kinda stuff. I play games sometimes , a lot less recently. I listen to music like laufey, milena, Juby phonic and of course anime openings/ Japanese music, vocaloid too.

I'm at a crossroads right now so just looking for anybody who would like to talk and maybe get to know each other and even help each other out where we can.

Sometimes have trouble opening Pms and conversations but I'll try reply asap! (Ps. Conversations are a lot easier to access)

 

[arcticmonkey]

if anyone here is really lonely and could use some company ,I'm a 21yo transman and i can offer that ( i can also cook) if you let me stay at your place for a while, i live in the us, I'm a bit socially awkward but I'll try my best not to be, my lease ends soon and i have no interest in rejoining the rat race, I love listening to people talk so i think i make a good listener, I'm down for any new hobbies or interests, i have depression and suspect adhd but nothing aside from that, pm me if you're interested:)

 

[snow_in_summer]

Hey there, I'm 32M, UK.

Honestly just looking for someone to talk with reasonably regularly and be open with. I like movies (mostly horror + interesting movies in general), TV, history, anime, games. I try to make the effort to go hike because it's peaceful when I have the energy but otherwise I'm kinda a homebody with my pets. I struggle with a lot of anxiety / depression stuff but it'd just be nice to have someone who kinda gets it to talk authentically with. I'm down if you want to vent or just talk about whatever. I'm kinda lowkey in general as a person.

If you want mutual encouragement or just want to vent feel free

 

[slapntickle]

42M here, based in Serbia. Probably all sorts of undiagnosed trauma, depression, ADHD etc but nothing that I can concretely say that I have. I love reading, swimming, cooking, eating out and travel.
I do really want to recover but I'm pretty far from that point, sadly. I have concrete plans in place but desperately would like to somehow avoid enacting them, yet I can't see a way just yet. Would love to speak to an erudite person in a similar position, mid-thirties or older, of either gender, but who is a native English speaker or who knows English at a native level. I think having mutual support, and maybe even a promise to not do anything rash without informing the other person, could be a great way to keep things stable, at least for now (no telling what the future holds).

 

[just a bird]

19 enby, in recovery but not the most stable person in general. Not on here often anymore but feel free to open a chat.

 

[sakakap]

21m, dutch, ace. hmu if you want to talk :)

 

[Leonfreak17]

29, F, looking for a friend, anyone really but preferably another woman. I thought I really wanted to die... turns out? I think I'm just really lonely. I'm into true crime and arts and crafts. I also really love music and I like it when people send me songs they think I would enjoy. dm for snap/discord/whatever else I got

 

[Justafewmonths]

Hey guys 19M from America here. I just created this account so to my knowledge i cannot dm anybody but yall can dm me.

Im a college student and I want to make some online friends. Any gender but I would prefer similar age. I just rly want a yap partner. So anybody please dm me. Im not that wierd I promise

 

[4colliez]

Hi, girl in her 20s from Europe. I would like to talk to someone as I'm going through a really tough time currently. Wether it's to vent or just talk about anything really, it would help. I'm just feeling really isolated because I don't think I can talk to my friends or my family about this.

Preferably other women as I'm a bit uncomfortable talking to men privately :(

 

[grid zer0]

19 M.

I want to try breaking through and healing. If anyone else is on a similar journey, I'd love to hear how it's been and where things wre headed. I could really use some motivation. I don't mind age gaps

 

[AltF4Mylife]

25M looking for friends to talk :)

 

[fromange]

early 20s male with ADHD and MDD

I recently got hospitalized after planning suicide. I didn't want to post here before because I didn't know if I would be alive for it. But now I'm getting treatment and family's involved so I have no plan. I definitely struggle with the thoughts though, that's why I'm here.

 

[softservecaramel]

F/22/ US

Looking for someone close to my age (21-27/28) who wants to chat. Gender doesn't matter. I'm a loser uni student and want someone I can discuss recovery with and maybe someone who is also interested in life optimization and trying to recover to reach academic/ career oriented goals. I love nature and seals and reading lol. Hit me up!

 

[yesi]

F/22/ US

Looking for someone close to my age (21-27/28) who wants to chat. Gender doesn't matter. I'm a loser uni student and want someone I can discuss recovery with and maybe someone who is also interested in life optimization and trying to recover to reach academic/ career oriented goals. I love nature and seals and reading lol. Hit me up!

Fyi your account is too new to message, it should become available after being a bit more active, some easy ones are doing the games in off topic.

 

[ineedsomerest]

hi everyone, 29m from toronto. Looking to connect with someone soon. I enjoy music production, philosophy, hiking, cooking, video games. I got discord too if anyone wants to chat. @ant1ant2

 

[ikigaimg]

Hi, I'm a 22F woman from Poland. My main hobby is reading books, and I play a couple of games. I spent four months in a psychiatric ward and got out recently. I'm currently trying to turn my life around.

 

[Blue_]

27F I'm looking for friends to keep for the long term, we could encourage and help each other navigating life

 

[kanakana]

F/22/ US

Looking for someone close to my age (21-27/28) who wants to chat. Gender doesn't matter. I'm a loser uni student and want someone I can discuss recovery with and maybe someone who is also interested in life optimization and trying to recover to reach academic/ career oriented goals. I love nature and seals and reading lol. Hit me up!

Im down if you want to add me on discord.

Looking for a recovery partner for one year. Someone who is also trying to learn a new skill or has goals they want to accomplish. Basically looking for a daily accountability partner. I don't really care about your background. I can get along with anyone. If you want to vent too or just talk that's fine as well. I don't get annoyed or anything.

Also if anyone has access to the recovery discord, I'd like an invite to it.
Send me a conversation msg or dm.

 

[OliverGarden]

Hiiii!
19M Brazilian polyglot with a love for writing, singing, music, and gaming above all else. I'm very people-oriented and a caretaker at heart and love talking to and getting to know people.

I've been groomed since I was about 6-7, and got a lot of trauma and maladjustment from that. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD with suspicion of level 1 autism. I've struggled with suicidal ideation since I was 7 or so, and am currently extremely upset over relationship issues. As much as I wanna die, I also hope to get better.

I don't have much of a support network, so I'm hoping to meet new friends to talk to about the good and the bad, and help each other get better as much as possible.

I love Marvel Rivals, I write haiku occasionally, love singing and dancing, and love cartoons like Horrid Henry and Steven Universe. <3

(P.S also looking for access on the recovery Discord if possible >w<)

 

[deny_conformity]

Hi,

I'm a 42M in the UK, looking for like minded company. If it matters I'm cis-het but happy to talk to anyone, just looking for company in my lonely life. I find I can't talk to anyone about the suicidal part of my thoughts so it would be useful to find non-judgemental people to maybe recover with.
Hi,

I'm a 42M in the UK, looking for like minded company. If it matters I'm cis-het but happy to talk to anyone, just looking for company in my lonely life. I find I can't talk to anyone about the suicidal part of my thoughts so it would be useful to find non-judgemental people to maybe recover with.

 

[LaBrava]

58M in the UK. In a bad place mentally. I've had lifelong mental health issues, probably CPTSD from a very abusive childhood. Never been in a relationship, still single. stuck in a damp room in a crummy shared house with a terrible housemate. Live on minimum wage, very worried about the future. Very isolated and alone, no one who really understands. Also now have tinnitus and some joint pain. Life feels hopeless. Don't want to CTB, but don't want to go on living like this. Would be good to chat to someone, probably similar age and circumstances.

 

[deepocean]

23F/INDIA
I'm just looking for some company. Preferably women around my age and it'll be better if they are in medical field or maybe dentist or student in any of them. I liked music in the past. Sometimes I just watch old anime now. I'm just emotionally numb. So ya, it's just moving through motions just to feel that I'm actually alive at all.
Also I don't if I actually have DID or not because I'm not professionally diagnosed. Though I was misdiagnosed with schizophrenia. So yeah that's all.

 

[fishperson]

25 / enby / Tunisia / pisces
have had chronic depression since forever; im simply not interested in anything this life gets to offer.
But I did realize growing up ; that finding people I vibe with can actually make me care bout this life , enough to not be suicidal.
a group of friends can be healthy for me , but what i rly need is some sort of a partner , to give me some sorta of goal. I dont care much bout myself but i care bout my loved ones i guess.
issue is im getting old now , and my variables (my luck) simply didnt work out. Im just trying a leap of faith in this website since i did something similar in many sites. People that share my thoughts always tend to be around the 19 to 21 mark (im clearly not interested in) since everyone else either allrdy found someone or alrdy offed themselves lol.
if u r around my age and ur personna varies masculine and feminine , i think we might click

 

[spacealiens]

I'm mostly recovered.

19/F Utah

I am a college student majoring in bio engineering
I love all animals but especially my guinea pig.
I have no friends in college but yall on here are pretty rad

Yay I love animals too

 

[magsx1]

26/M, UK. man I feel old.

Currently taking a year out of this four-year engineering course I was doing because I was uh, being self destructive so now I work part time while I fix my shit. It's not going well people! It's not going well.

Anyways, I don't want to be negative. I like drawing, writing and reading fiction. I'm looking for people who are also into those things and can really talk extensively about things and concepts instead of like, shallow talk.

 

[permanentsorrow]

20 f
I don't really have any interests as of now, i do watch anime on and off but that's about it. Pretty anhedonic you could say. Been struggling with self harm for 5+ years now. Even though I try to lay off it, feels like it's just a matter of time before I relapse and that's the inevitable conclusion. Would be nice if I could talk to people who struggle with it like i do, preferably women but feel free to send me a pm irrespective of your gender if you feel like it.
Would like to be accountability partners and help each other and be good friends eventually :) you can pm me your discord username and I'll add you on there as I'm not very active on this site. See you!

 

[fuyacore]

25.
Born a boy,
but you can refer to me as any.

My only request is simple. Please read some of my writing below, and if you resonate with me, feel free to private message me. My energy level is still not stable so im sorry if i late or dont reply. im recovering from substance abuse.

I would say I'm predominantly feminine, but I could only express myself IRL as a normal boy. I don't care how you would refer me to as,

Spoiler

but I might be happy if I have a place where I could express myself more freely...

I would say I'm lost in life: sexually, socially, mentally, future, family, friendship, substance. And also about regret and past that still haunt and cloud my judgment.

Let's just do a quick vent rundown on my situations:

1. Substance = Recovering from 1.5 years of Kratom (mild opioid) dependency. Clean for 8 days today. I wish to be clean from any substance. If I could, forever... Or at least until I could responsibly control my usage and behavior.
2. Sexually / self-image = I'm struggling with deciding my self-image. I would need to stay a boy irl because my current society/community won't tolerate "outliers". But as long as I could truly express myself online, it's a good enough outlet for me. I'll manage to find a better place for me eventually.
3. socially / In real life = I'm just bound by social and moral responsibility to society. Needing to find work soon. Trying to recover from crippling anxiety and have been hikineet for a few months. I had periods where I'm very productive and good with workplace. I also had periods where I just went burnt out and ghosted everyone for months to years. I have my guilt and sense of responsibility to please others. It's just how I was raised, and it sticks with me. I know I need to get over it and have a more stable mental image and public persona.
4. mentally = i was a wreck and still a wreck now. Im broken but my impulsivity manage to save myself few times and brings me to better state than what i was used to be. i feel like i was worse in the past, but my current situation is not good either. I would write more about my timeline later if you intrested. I would attach it below.
5. future... complicated but i need to find work quick soon... im broke...
6. family... i pretend to love my family. i never love them. i want them to go away. i cant cut them yet...
7. friendship... only have like 3 close online friend and some casual online friend. Irl i dont have any but just in need to know basis.

Hufff... Im actually tired writing when im on point number 4. Im a recovering addict and in need of people to regulate my feelings and be acountability partner or just a welcoming or acceptance community or friend.

I would say I had wide range of interest because my personality was "splitting" back then. I need to addresses my problem one step at a time.

I wish i could talk a lot with someone. I'm very social in personal level if i click with someone. But i wish the online bond that created also becoming a bond that could recover or lead us to a better future (im trying to stop bedrotting if that make any sense).

Sincerely, thank you for reading.

Myu.

 

[metfan647]

38, male, UK.

Long-time sufferer of general anxiety, social anxiety and depression (and undoutedly a few weird and wonderful comorbidities).

I am still struggling with suicidal thoughts and have my plans (likely a year or so away). I went to the doctor just the other day and will start some meds soon and a course of therapy. I'm going to throw myself at it and give it a shot as I have nothing to lose.

If anyone is on a similar journey and wants to speak, drop me a DM.

I think I could be of some help. I promise I'm a logical and rational person...just not when it comes to my own life choices!

 

[Snailey]

29M Toronto

Just looking for anyone to talk to. Been struggling with Isolation and Depression lately. I also watch a lot of Shows and Movies. Please be patient with my social anxiety. I also struggle with substance abuse if anyone wants to relate.

I use Discord if that helps.

 

[krsm98]

21|M

Just looking for some company and someone to talk to and just hang around with lije gaming or just having deep talks about life. I've been struggling with depression and suicidal ideation for a long time but now more than ever it has been quite rough on this path to recovery once more. My interest are in gaming, techy stuff, shows, movies, and some other stuff as im open to learn about new interests as a whole.
If possible im more available on discord of that sort so we can chat like that if anyone is interested ; - ;