🌻Recovery Journal — Giving Life One Last Chance & Giving It All I Got

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Entry #13

I wish things were easier and intentions would translate to actions more clearly. I wish I didn't feel negative emotions so intensely that it impacts the person I love. I'm heartbroken right now, and angry at myself for failing to offer him the peaceful, harmonious environment we'd imagined together. I'm angry at myself for being wired in such a complicated, impractical way. I thought once you love someone and they love you back, things would be easy... The progress I've made so far is too little to make a difference, and I'm disillusioned. I don't know if I'll ever recover, if I'll ever be free of burden, with struggles that don't impact my and our life.

For what it's worth, I'm still here.

 

[sonummy]

i'm so glad you're still here!
and i get every word… but as long as we're still here we have a chance to make it better :) hopefully. this is my favorite thread on here. i truly wish you all the best <3