red_cardinal
pinniped enthusiast 🦭
- May 25, 2026
- 15
This thread will serve as a journal, illustrating my joys and struggle as I give recovery one last chance. This time, I'll give the best of my best, and won't let myself discouraged so easily. I've had countless recovery attempts, some more serious than others, but this time, I intend to be truly committed and, hopefully, I won't need to commit (hehe) after all.
While I doubt there's going to be anyone interested in my journey in particular, here are some quick facts about myself and my situation:
- 31 NB (AFAB)
- neurodivergent
- vegan
- C-PTSD
- recovering alcoholic
- horror movie aficionado
- seal & cat enthusiast
Entry #1
Today feels promising, and not even the bleak weather can affect my mood. Whether it's renewed hope or trazodone kicking in that keeps me going, I feel quite good. My day was quite fast-paced so far, and I'm trying to keep it balanced. I cooked burritos for the first time, it was a fun process, and I'm satisfied with the result. They were quite delicious.
Suicidality level: 3/10
A word describing the day: productive
One thing I did for myself: I got myself pineapple sorbet
to savor in the evening
