m3nhera
Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
- Nov 23, 2025
- 403
I'm so deadass and ik I sound like that one audio that's like "One last try. I'm giving life ONE last try" but bc I've been so torn between the main two choices, I've decided to really give it my all, to try make life better.
If things aren't better by the time summer is over, I'll kill myself before college starts. I always think about that but the rule is that I really have to TRY like actually try before quitting. I "try" but I don't TRY ykwim?
Anyways I'll probably need help with planning bc I need to make sure I have a way out if things don't get better.
This will sound ridiculous but I am going to try and manifest chill parents, I could say a lot about that topic but just wanna make this clear: I don't think that anyone in a bad situation is at fault and that if they just tried harder it would go away, that's not how that works, this is just for myself to try, because I tried everything else and I have nothing to lose. Sometimes it actually works apparently so I'll have to see and find out. But I really gotta commit instead of falling back into the same hopeless cycle.
I always quit with everything I do but for the next three months I will truly give it my all. Idk why I'm writing this, idk if anyone cares, this is just the only site I could really talk about this. Maybe I could start like a journal or something so ppl can see the progress each day??? Like maybe rating how my parents were out of 10 everyday. Idk. If anyone cares let me know LMAO
Bye guys
If things aren't better by the time summer is over, I'll kill myself before college starts. I always think about that but the rule is that I really have to TRY like actually try before quitting. I "try" but I don't TRY ykwim?
Anyways I'll probably need help with planning bc I need to make sure I have a way out if things don't get better.
This will sound ridiculous but I am going to try and manifest chill parents, I could say a lot about that topic but just wanna make this clear: I don't think that anyone in a bad situation is at fault and that if they just tried harder it would go away, that's not how that works, this is just for myself to try, because I tried everything else and I have nothing to lose. Sometimes it actually works apparently so I'll have to see and find out. But I really gotta commit instead of falling back into the same hopeless cycle.
I always quit with everything I do but for the next three months I will truly give it my all. Idk why I'm writing this, idk if anyone cares, this is just the only site I could really talk about this. Maybe I could start like a journal or something so ppl can see the progress each day??? Like maybe rating how my parents were out of 10 everyday. Idk. If anyone cares let me know LMAO
Bye guys
