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rustinpeacepolaris

Student
Apr 28, 2023
170
i literally have zero fuvking options except partical hanging. i'm 19 and have been suicidal most of my life. bpd has ruined everything and i dont know what to do. i still live with my abusive mom because of poverty and i cant order SN. does anyone have any methods? going to try partical again
 
Lulzacruel

Lulzacruel

Specialist
Jun 13, 2023
336
You might want to consult the megathreads for hanging if you aren't sure
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,332
I'm sorry what you're going through is awful. As already suggested the megathreads may help here but yes I understand the situation is difficult and partial needs a lot of SI to be defeated. I hope you can find peace!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,997
It sounds so awful being trapped in that situation, I find it so horrible how we exist in a world where humans create so much harm and where there is so much unnecessary suffering being experienced. But anyway existing certainly is so torturous, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 

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