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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Anxiety: 4/10
Tension: 2/10
Sleep: 7/10
.........................
Still were really sleepy.
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Anxiety: 4/10
Tension 4/10
Sleep: 4/10
 
Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Anxiety: 2/10
Tension: 3/10
Sleep: 8.5/10
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

Once more, with feelings...
Nov 18, 2024
286
Anxiety: 9/10
Tension: 9/10
Sleep: 8/10
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Anxiety 8/10
Tension 13/10
Sleep 3/10
I'm just...whatever.
 
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MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
192
sleep 3/10
mood 6/10
I wish I could go back in time and enjoy life when I was able to 10/10
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Anxiety 8/10
Tension 10/10
Sleep 4/10.
So much.
 
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Unhumanly.

Unhumanly.

Human(less)
Feb 24, 2023
354
Anger : 10/10
Motivation : 10/10
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Can't rate rn. Feeling disconnected.
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
I feel disinterested, avoidant and empty.
 
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F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,689
Procrastination: 10/10
Reluctance to do something useful: 10/10.

Repeat daily.
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
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L9 CHOCOIRL

L9 CHOCOIRL

disillusioned
Nov 3, 2023
213
Anxiety: 1/10
Sleep: 10/10
Mood: 8
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

Peanut my goat
Nov 22, 2024
632
Anxiety 1/10
Mood 6.5/10
sleep 6/10
productivity 0/10
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Anxiety 0/10
Sadness 10/10
Sleep 7/10
And honestly I'm just sinking deeper into the void. No, actually I'm not sinking into any voids, I am becoming that void.
 
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broken_stoic

broken_stoic

Wander till you find your place
Aug 21, 2024
138
Out of 10:
  • Mood: 4
  • Anxiety: 7
  • Depression: 6
  • Suicidal ideation: 3
  • Hope: 7
  • Sleep: 8/9
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Experienced
Mar 15, 2025
289
Mine are always the same. Anxiety 13/10. Mood -1/10. Just not worth tracking anything, I'd rather not think about it.
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Sleep 7/10
Anxiety 1/10
Depression 10/10
eh...
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

૮ • ﻌ - ა
Apr 21, 2025
103
sleep 5/10
overslept this morning and will have a hard time sleeping at night

anxiety 6/10
constant drum throughout the day. thinking of reaching out to my friend i'm on bad terms with makes me more nervous. people that are happier than me make me really anxious because i don't want to ruin their moods by talking about myself or talking to them

depression 5/10
feeling of lethargy. no real want to do anything. i like that i'm writing more because i get to understand what i'm feeling.
 
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Unhumanly.

Unhumanly.

Human(less)
Feb 24, 2023
354
couldn't afford myself to feel anything, not guilt, nothing, I'm going to push myself to the edge soon
 
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broken_stoic

broken_stoic

Wander till you find your place
Aug 21, 2024
138
Out of 10:
  • Mood: 5
  • Anxiety: 7
  • Depression: 5
  • Suicidal ideation: 2
  • Hope: 7
  • Sleep: 8/9
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Sleep 5/10
Anxiety 0/10
Depression 10/10
Tiredness 10/10
Wanting to do something ? No/No.
 
Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Sleep 5/10
Anxiety 5/10
Depression 10/10
Dread 7/10
 
C

CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,266
Ok, I'll try. My ADHD makes it nearly impossible for me to do anything long-term -- hell I nearly have to have a checklist that says "Wake up, breathe, open eyes, breathe, walk to bathroom, breathe, piss, breathe, wash face, breathe, brush teeth, don't breathe, spit out toothpaste, now breathe ... " just to get my morning started without forgetting something. 🙄

Sleep: 7.5/10 I have to use drugs to get there but whatever.
Anxiety: 9.0/10.0 Not usually an issue for me but this moon phase is doing me NO favors.
Depression: 2.0/10.0 I'm okay. Nothing I can't handle here.
Suicidal Ideation: 2.0/10.0 Has been pretty low lately but I think that is because I am FINALLY focusing on what makes me happy, instead of focusing on what makes everybody else happy.
Mood: 7.0/10.0 I woke up feeling pretty good.
Productivity: We shall see. Lol
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
574
Sleep 5/10. Need more and need deeper sleep.
Anxiety 0/10.
Depression 10/10.
I got this weird nausea mixed with pain and abandonment again. It happens so suddenly. Without any warning. Leaves me to pick up the pieces and put them back again. The sudden drop of emotions makes me wonder why now? Why at this specific time?
 

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