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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
610
post any random thoughts that occur to you in this thread.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,785
I should eat the bitter pith of grapefruits I buy for more vitamin C.
 
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Phantom

Phantom

Member
Apr 9, 2018
33
When you get going with your suicide nothing really matters, but we have a lot of customs, rituals and symbolicism that is important for us still. Some want to leave their bodies intact, some want to leave a message, and many seem to still hold on to earthly possessions. Some want to die in a specific way, in specific places or times. Overall I find all these things somewhat odd, even when they appear in my own mind.

And on a lighter note, I really like OP's profile picture.
 
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lastsummer

lastsummer

Member
Jul 28, 2018
56
I have to go workout rn, but I keep postponing it.
 
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EternalSleep

Member
Jul 4, 2018
35
Wouldn't it be scary if eternal recurrence was an actual thing and that we are doomed to relive every moment of our life for eternity?
 
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Psi350000

Member
Aug 4, 2018
33
If there was a way to erase memories, I wouldn't kill myself.
 
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FadedMemory

FadedMemory

Student
Aug 5, 2018
133
I've ruined my life forever and no one except my parents and grandma would give a shit if I killed myself.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
Just remembered that danish salt licorice is a thing, just thought that could make some with sn, that would be a nice way to.
 
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6477244ts5

Student
Jun 13, 2018
193
Why do I have to poop so bad I am not sure I will make it to the toilet...until I get to the toilet and I cannot go? My bowels are having a laugh every time. "LOL J/K gonna hang out up here and constipate you!"
 
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Fylobatica

Fylobatica

Inactive
Apr 1, 2018
365
Universal law: things we appreciate < things that we don't like
 
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Member
May 30, 2018
48
If there was a way to erase memories, I wouldn't kill myself.

I would like to erase memories of me from other people's mind. Only the embarrassing stuff.
 
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KCN

El revisionismo en castillano
Jul 16, 2018
230
I would like to know if people who look like they're nice to others all the time are faking it. I naively assume that they aren't, just for the sake of the experiment
 
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Tiburcio

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I imagine myself buried in a cemetery and my mother complainimg and shouting to my tomb: "why do you hste me so badly, what I've fone to you, fucking selfish kid"... Some people's pride really has no limits.
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
610
"It's hard to part the curtains when the dark holds such familiarity."
― Donna Lynn Hope
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Found a reason to stick it out until May. My two favorite artists are performing near me wtf. Silver linings me says this is a sign that things will be looking up in May and you'll no longer want to ctb! Realistic me says don't get your hopes up your happiest moments are in the past... If I stay until May I get one last mother's day with my mom, new avengers and I don't shirk any job responsibilities... Days have been so long lately though. Idk if I can do 12 more weeks with death on my mind. Thankfully I'll still have this site

Snapchat 8128371372
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
The thought of living that much longer is making me quite sad but death is forever so I think I'll be okay
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
My regrets are bubbling up again :( going out for drinks later with staff hopefully that'll bring me back up
 
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brighter

brighter

Warlock
Jan 22, 2019
718
Found a reason to stick it out until May. My two favorite artists are performing near me wtf. Silver linings me says this is a sign that things will be looking up in May and you'll no longer want to ctb! Realistic me says don't get your hopes up your happiest moments are in the past... If I stay until May I get one last mother's day with my mom, new avengers and I don't shirk any job responsibilities... Days have been so long lately though. Idk if I can do 12 more weeks with death on my mind. Thankfully I'll still have this site

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You do have this site. And everyone on it and the love they bring with them. Hopefully not the hate x
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,785
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
If I can't die, the next best thing is to live as if I'm dead.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
Found a reason to stick it out until May. My two favorite artists are performing near me wtf. Silver linings me says this is a sign that things will be looking up in May and you'll no longer want to ctb! Realistic me says don't get your hopes up your happiest moments are in the past... If I stay until May I get one last mother's day with my mom, new avengers and I don't shirk any job responsibilities... Days have been so long lately though. Idk if I can do 12 more weeks with death on my mind. Thankfully I'll still have this site

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Erykah Badu is bad ass. She did a performance at the last Soul Train Awards that was unbelievable.
 
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Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Erykah Badu is bad ass. She did a performance at the last Soul Train Awards that was unbelievable.
Damn I gotta go see that
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Months later and I'm still fucking heart broken. All I want is to be happy
 
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Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Not going to lie, today kms seems like a bit much but the quality of life I'll have still sucks and I'd still love for someone to kill me. I spent some time with people lasst night I think that's why ... I know my future will be lonely and codependent. :( Really just wish things were different
 
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Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
DYSFUNCTIONAL
 
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ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
My dog has two spiraling tufts of hair on his backside (one on each side of his tail) that vaguely resemble eyes. Is this merely a coincidence, or could this be a defence mechanism, to ward off potential predators?
 
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Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Specialist
Feb 16, 2019
345
I wish I could go back and start again from the age of 6 with all the knowledge I have now, there's so many things I'd do differently, I have sooooo many regrets in the choices I made.
 
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