Oblivion
Wizard
- Aug 2, 2018
- 610
post any random thoughts that occur to you in this thread.
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FTL.Wanderer
Enlightened
- May 31, 2018
- 1,783
I should eat the bitter pith of grapefruits I buy for more vitamin C.
Phantom
Member
- Apr 9, 2018
- 33
When you get going with your suicide nothing really matters, but we have a lot of customs, rituals and symbolicism that is important for us still. Some want to leave their bodies intact, some want to leave a message, and many seem to still hold on to earthly possessions. Some want to die in a specific way, in specific places or times. Overall I find all these things somewhat odd, even when they appear in my own mind.
And on a lighter note, I really like OP's profile picture.
And on a lighter note, I really like OP's profile picture.
lastsummer
Member
- Jul 28, 2018
- 56
I have to go workout rn, but I keep postponing it.
Wouldn't it be scary if eternal recurrence was an actual thing and that we are doomed to relive every moment of our life for eternity?
If there was a way to erase memories, I wouldn't kill myself.
RoloTomasi
Specialist
- Jul 21, 2018
- 319
Reminds me of that movie with Jim Carey
FadedMemory
Student
- Aug 5, 2018
- 133
I've ruined my life forever and no one except my parents and grandma would give a shit if I killed myself.
Just remembered that danish salt licorice is a thing, just thought that could make some with sn, that would be a nice way to.
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Why do I have to poop so bad I am not sure I will make it to the toilet...until I get to the toilet and I cannot go? My bowels are having a laugh every time. "LOL J/K gonna hang out up here and constipate you!"
Fylobatica
Inactive
- Apr 1, 2018
- 365
Universal law: things we appreciate < things that we don't like
I would like to erase memories of me from other people's mind. Only the embarrassing stuff.
I would like to know if people who look like they're nice to others all the time are faking it. I naively assume that they aren't, just for the sake of the experiment
I imagine myself buried in a cemetery and my mother complainimg and shouting to my tomb: "why do you hste me so badly, what I've fone to you, fucking selfish kid"... Some people's pride really has no limits.
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Oblivion
Wizard
- Aug 2, 2018
- 610
"It's hard to part the curtains when the dark holds such familiarity."
― Donna Lynn Hope
― Donna Lynn Hope
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
Found a reason to stick it out until May. My two favorite artists are performing near me wtf. Silver linings me says this is a sign that things will be looking up in May and you'll no longer want to ctb! Realistic me says don't get your hopes up your happiest moments are in the past... If I stay until May I get one last mother's day with my mom, new avengers and I don't shirk any job responsibilities... Days have been so long lately though. Idk if I can do 12 more weeks with death on my mind. Thankfully I'll still have this site
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
The thought of living that much longer is making me quite sad but death is forever so I think I'll be okay
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
My regrets are bubbling up again :( going out for drinks later with staff hopefully that'll bring me back up
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brighter
Warlock
- Jan 22, 2019
- 718
You do have this site. And everyone on it and the love they bring with them. Hopefully not the hate x
FTL.Wanderer
Enlightened
- May 31, 2018
- 1,783
If I can't die, the next best thing is to live as if I'm dead.
FTL.Wanderer
Enlightened
- May 31, 2018
- 1,783
I like the poetry in that.
TheCrow
Invisible Spirit
- Sep 26, 2018
- 802
Erykah Badu is bad ass. She did a performance at the last Soul Train Awards that was unbelievable.
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
Months later and I'm still fucking heart broken. All I want is to be happy
brighter
Warlock
- Jan 22, 2019
- 718
I felt that. Powerful statement GeorgeEastman
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
Not going to lie, today kms seems like a bit much but the quality of life I'll have still sucks and I'd still love for someone to kill me. I spent some time with people lasst night I think that's why ... I know my future will be lonely and codependent. :( Really just wish things were different
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
ShadowOfTheDay
Hungry Ghost
- Feb 14, 2019
- 331
My dog has two spiraling tufts of hair on his backside (one on each side of his tail) that vaguely resemble eyes. Is this merely a coincidence, or could this be a defence mechanism, to ward off potential predators?
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Thisisme373
Specialist
- Feb 16, 2019
- 345
I wish I could go back and start again from the age of 6 with all the knowledge I have now, there's so many things I'd do differently, I have sooooo many regrets in the choices I made.
