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madjin

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Jan 26, 2025
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Ok, So I have went through the Vizzy and Stan guide a few times and I think I have a pretty good grasp on everything I need.

I have ordered my 98%+ pure SN and It'll be here in 2-3 days. Dunno when my Antiemetics (Dopamine blockers) will get delivered tho.

When it gets here I'll need to test it as per Vizzy's Instructions even tho I don't understand some of it and alot of the math The Instructions were clear enough that I'm sure I can test the purity of my SN after purchasing additional equipment.

I'm not rushing said additional purchases because The last thing I want is to bumrush these things.

After the testing is all done and I have all my meds in place and have picked the most suitable way of consuming SN and CTB'ing (likely the 8 hour fasting thing i best for me, dragging it out for 48 hours sounds like a real pain in the ass) I still have a few questions:

1. I'd rather not take Sedatives as it requires crushing the Benzos/sedatives & dissolving it in Water. Unfortunately I have some trauma regarding as last year I crushed some pills and mixed it with Orange Soda and it was utterly horrible. I will not be replicating that same feat there. I'd rather not put myself through that. So will missing the sedatives be OK as neither Vizzy nor Stan show a ingestion method without The Sedatives/benzos.

2. Do I just gulp the entire SN drink? Or should I slowly drink it like some sort of japanese tea ritual. A bit frivolous of a question but I'm curious.

3. Is it ok to take more than the recommended dosage of Antiemetics and the painkillers? Say each tell me to take 2-3 but I take 3-4 pills each just for that extra guarantee? That cool?

4. How much Water can I consume?

5. Say I separate some portion of the SN from its box in another air tight container to test it, will it ruin the SN and the SN i set aside? For how long can they be in contact with air with? This has got me a bit anxious. Not to mention I'll need a few minutes of adjusting each measurement of SN so that's another issue. Please advise.

6. It says in the guide that if you choose the 8 hour fasting option, you should spend it not consuming anything but Mild water but for 2 hours you shouldn't even have water. Is that 2 hours in the 8 hour fasting period or is another 2 hours AFTER 8 hours is over? A bit confusing.


As for the items I still need that I haven't ordered yet:

1. Aquarium strip tests
2. Digital weight scale machine
3. Painkillers
4. (optional, depends on what you fine folk say) Benzos/sedatives

I got a Finasteride pippette that goes over 1ml in holding capacity, I'll just clean out and use that when I need to share SN infused water between glasses during purity test. Hopefully cleaning it with plain water is enough. I got a Water filter set up so that should be enough for the distilled plain water part. Likely got a water can that measures water.

I'm sure I've got a few more questions around here in the Old Noggin' so I'll ask in posts made later on if something comes to mind or ask you fine folks directly. Stay tuned for Updates as I navigate and record my Journey. The Main goal is to have all the resources and testing and methodology down to a comfortable Tee within the Next 10 days so I can hopefully CTB right before Next month. That's the goal anyhow. My death isn't something…I'm overly enthusiastic or focused on. It's like this looming grey cloud that I keep tethered to myself. I wish i didn't have to…I have no choice.


Also bathtub method is out to the inexplicable joy of

DeathSweetDeath

! We be fine tuning this bitch, Yo.
 

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