I have been researching the PSH method for a couple months and managed to get a 12 mm rope with an anchor point. I can't do FSH because I don't know where I can do it but what I did on impulse a day ago was unsuccessful. I made this, a noose with a random anchor hitch knot for the anchor point and slowly knelt down. I had a scarf and folded socks and it felt really tight and heavy. Pressure was already building up. I may add that I was just recovering from a small flu (thank the flu jab it wasn't as severe) so maybe that could be a reason why my head was hurting when I knelt down. My take is this was my SI kicking in. I only managed to hold down the position for 20 seconds but still didn't fall unconscious. I'm trying to find a way to make myself fall unconscious through hyperventilation so that I quickly tighten the noose and drop hanging before I get up and it loosens. Would also add my rope seems… a bit stretchy loose…
I ender up with some petechiae on my neck and eyes instead… I will try this again tomorrow but without the scarf and socks, see how I go. It could be the flu was interfering and giving me a harder time to blacken out. Not too worried about neck scarring. Would appreciate any tips on my method. Every morning except Saturday and Sunday I have a full 6 hours undisturbed with no one at home except someone sleeping from 8 am to 2 pm to get it done, but that attempt, my first one, was really uncomfortable and unsuccessful and I spent a good 30 mins fighting with a rope to get myself to blacken out before giving up and going about the rest of my day.
I know from my experience I had:
1) face turning red
2) hearing fading out
3) head exploding feeling with massive headache
4) a good anchor point since I can lock the door and touch wood the rope or metal anchor will not snap but I will look into a better knot
If things go more south, I have ordered 97% SN but am unsure whether it is going to be obtained hassle free since it is from a chemical manufacturing company who surprisingly did not ask for my company or certificates when I made the order and will now also be preparing for a potential 'welfare check'. Mid September they said it will arrive. I will also need to get my metoclopramide in that case.
I ender up with some petechiae on my neck and eyes instead… I will try this again tomorrow but without the scarf and socks, see how I go. It could be the flu was interfering and giving me a harder time to blacken out. Not too worried about neck scarring. Would appreciate any tips on my method. Every morning except Saturday and Sunday I have a full 6 hours undisturbed with no one at home except someone sleeping from 8 am to 2 pm to get it done, but that attempt, my first one, was really uncomfortable and unsuccessful and I spent a good 30 mins fighting with a rope to get myself to blacken out before giving up and going about the rest of my day.
I know from my experience I had:
1) face turning red
2) hearing fading out
3) head exploding feeling with massive headache
4) a good anchor point since I can lock the door and touch wood the rope or metal anchor will not snap but I will look into a better knot
If things go more south, I have ordered 97% SN but am unsure whether it is going to be obtained hassle free since it is from a chemical manufacturing company who surprisingly did not ask for my company or certificates when I made the order and will now also be preparing for a potential 'welfare check'. Mid September they said it will arrive. I will also need to get my metoclopramide in that case.
