I attempted suicide using hydroxychloroquine, which left me in a coma for 10 days.
Then I tried 3.2 mcg of fentanyl; I nearly went into respiratory arrest but was saved in time.
I've been rescued several times following these attempts and after running away from a healthcare facility.
I had been doing better recently, but things went wrong and I relapsed; sometimes I think about trying again—using medication or drugs—but I wouldn't know how to get them, and I'm also terrified of ending up hospitalized.
Then I tried 3.2 mcg of fentanyl; I nearly went into respiratory arrest but was saved in time.
I've been rescued several times following these attempts and after running away from a healthcare facility.
I had been doing better recently, but things went wrong and I relapsed; sometimes I think about trying again—using medication or drugs—but I wouldn't know how to get them, and I'm also terrified of ending up hospitalized.
