LonelyStarrySky
they/them, menhera
- Oct 27, 2023
- 78
(I just want to warn anyone briefly that this may be a though concept that can leave existential dread to some people who want to CTB and you may wish to end it peacefully, which is acceptible and I wish you luck in finding peace.)
This concept has been terryfing to me because of its philosophical implications on the nature of consciousness. It states that every possible option that can happen will happen but in alternate timelines. Think of the universe splitting off once an action has been taken. In one timeline concequence A takes place while in the other timeline concequence B takes place and they split from the original one. This is the basic concept of the parallel universe theory.
However from a certain Wendigoon video I watched he mentions quantom suicide. And it claims that at every point in time every possible option will happen in some timeline, including you killing yourself in every moment but it happens in its own separete timeline. While on the other end of the spectrum it could imply immortality because in the other infinite timelines your heart could stay beating for one second longer, and so on, until infinity. Which I think is impossible in practice and would not make sense at all. But if it is true it would imply quantom Immortality.
Now imagine you have a scenario where you attempt to CTB and there is 7 out of 10 chance of success. There could be 7 timelines in which you succeded(pray you are in one of those) while 3 in which you survivied. This would on its own be fine, because you are more likely to be living in a timeline in which you would die due to the chances. However where I find the concept much more terrying is even if you lived in the timeline where you die your conciosness could simply get transferred to another timeline where you did survive. You die succesfully in this timeline, but you still exist in those other ones, so your conscioss awareness simply starts following those versions who survivied. This is the part that scares me the most about this whole thing. It sort of makes sense because those other versions are still you just in paralel universes. Meaning that according to this theory you can still survive even with odds falling into your favor simply because those other versions of you continue to live on even after your death in this timeline.
Now lets say that even if you could still pull off to attempt another CTB after this where your chances of death are pretty high you would still survive because there is still like 9% chance you survive in another universe. I mean not that you would survive your conscioness would get transfered to that alive version and very unlucky version of you that is still alive. This means even if chance of survival is like 0.00001% you would still not be able to CTB your consciouss existence away because it keeps transferring into that still living version of yourself for infinity.
What do you think of this? I personally hope and believe that it is not true. I consider this a thought experiment. And belive that you can still safely end your suffering. But it does still linger on the side of my mind if it could be true. Thats all I had to say for now. I also hope I explained it to the best of my ability.
This concept has been terryfing to me because of its philosophical implications on the nature of consciousness. It states that every possible option that can happen will happen but in alternate timelines. Think of the universe splitting off once an action has been taken. In one timeline concequence A takes place while in the other timeline concequence B takes place and they split from the original one. This is the basic concept of the parallel universe theory.
However from a certain Wendigoon video I watched he mentions quantom suicide. And it claims that at every point in time every possible option will happen in some timeline, including you killing yourself in every moment but it happens in its own separete timeline. While on the other end of the spectrum it could imply immortality because in the other infinite timelines your heart could stay beating for one second longer, and so on, until infinity. Which I think is impossible in practice and would not make sense at all. But if it is true it would imply quantom Immortality.
Now imagine you have a scenario where you attempt to CTB and there is 7 out of 10 chance of success. There could be 7 timelines in which you succeded(pray you are in one of those) while 3 in which you survivied. This would on its own be fine, because you are more likely to be living in a timeline in which you would die due to the chances. However where I find the concept much more terrying is even if you lived in the timeline where you die your conciosness could simply get transferred to another timeline where you did survive. You die succesfully in this timeline, but you still exist in those other ones, so your conscioss awareness simply starts following those versions who survivied. This is the part that scares me the most about this whole thing. It sort of makes sense because those other versions are still you just in paralel universes. Meaning that according to this theory you can still survive even with odds falling into your favor simply because those other versions of you continue to live on even after your death in this timeline.
Now lets say that even if you could still pull off to attempt another CTB after this where your chances of death are pretty high you would still survive because there is still like 9% chance you survive in another universe. I mean not that you would survive your conscioness would get transfered to that alive version and very unlucky version of you that is still alive. This means even if chance of survival is like 0.00001% you would still not be able to CTB your consciouss existence away because it keeps transferring into that still living version of yourself for infinity.
What do you think of this? I personally hope and believe that it is not true. I consider this a thought experiment. And belive that you can still safely end your suffering. But it does still linger on the side of my mind if it could be true. Thats all I had to say for now. I also hope I explained it to the best of my ability.