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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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Yeah, fuck that, they may know the current systems but they lack the experience that extends to everything, no matter how new or different. Cunning and experience wins over youth and horsepower, every time. It's just a shame that people don't realise it until it's too late.
THANK YOU so much! I wear my heart on my sleeve, and I am crying right now with happiness that someone as loving,caring lots of empathy and support as YOU, helped me out. We are a global family here and YOU @Underscore are truly a shining example of that. I will never be able to thank you enough for such kind and thoughtful words and you made my week so much better. Again, THANK YOU so so much!! Walter:heart::heart::hug::hug:
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,057
Well I voted today and it was a pretty pleasant experience because the polling station was at some really fancy hotel. The presidential election may not matter since I'm not in a swing state and all the propositions on the ballot might be designed to mindfuck anyone who even tries to form an opinion as usual but I'm just really glad I got to vote yes on 'Measure PP'. I don't even care what it does, it could legalize genocide and slavery for all I care but the fact that it's called Measure PP makes me proud to be an American.
 
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MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
433
A shirt I ordered came. I washed it and now I'm delaying my gratification for maximum enjoyment. I'm probably going to save it for when my skin is a bit better
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I visited a close friend in another city this weekend. We had a night out and things got really weird which made me feel alive again.
 
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Viro_Major

Viro_Major

Rad maker
Jul 30, 2020
1,303
I have extended to meet some potential light associates professionally. People neglect the aspect, but from networking can originate the best propellers about ideas and opportunities. You can just gain so much by being taken by the hand by others who are more advanced than you or just complementary. It can potentially open up a milestone each time. It's like climbing an escalator 2 steps by 2
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Ever since taking weed 5 days ago, my ctb thoughts have been almost non existent and I feel like it reset my brain and put my bipolar and other mental illnesses in remission :happy::))
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
I became emotionally stronger.
 
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Viro_Major

Viro_Major

Rad maker
Jul 30, 2020
1,303
Forgot about the many friendships developed here that are gold. It's a blessed period for me. The more time passes, the more I'm surrounded with girls and boys corresponding to me. It just improves. Soon nirvana ? In my kingdom, they're queens and kings, crowned them all. Out of the norm, interesting profiles that I wouldn't cross the destiny elsewhere, when not so special it shakes my world with ease like I'm wearing slippers inside on a snowy afternoon. Half will go, pretty soon, but their memory won't, it has spread contagiously. Winner here, of simple highly valuable moments
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
My will to live is slowly chipping away. Maybe this will aid my departure, give me the courage to end it; I don't know. It's hard for me to even shower or eat. I feel like a walking dead; almost. :sick:
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
The best thing happened so far this week
is that I was gambling but I previously set a weekly deposit limit which I've already exceeded,

so the deposit was declined, and it saved my remaining $120 for food.
 
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HelloHell

HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
Not necessarily a positive thing, but could be one
I'm starting a new medication and hopefully it does its job
 
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Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
530
I'm having a court meeting tomorrow, and I hope it goes in my favor. It's a compensation case after I got seriously injured in an accident. I didn't know/ no warning signs that the bicycle track ended in a steep staircase of concrete. Almost died.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,057
They just announced a new installment for one of my favorite games of all time when I was a kid. I haven't played a new Drawn to Life game in like 10 years and I was so sure they'd never make a new one because the 2nd game ended with a reveal that everything was part of a side character's coma after he got into a car crash that killed his parents and disfigured his sister. If nothing else, I'll get to tap further into more childhood nostalgia.



I also bought Jurassic World Evolution for the Switch and it's pretty fun so far. Makes me feel like I can actually have control over something.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
I made a good dinner. My big cat behaved beautifully when I gave him his pedicure. Biden seems to be winning.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Glad you had a good dinner! What did you eat ? Cool that your cat behaved as well!

I don't have much on my side.... But Biden possibly winning makes me Pretty damn Happy.
 
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Deleted member 23374

deministrator
Nov 1, 2020
648
With respect to the cello, i think i'm finally starting to understand what core sound is/means.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
826
Got an interview planned tomorrow. Might not seem like much but it's a big step in my life, as I haven't had one in a very long time! Honestly, I am so proud of this, I can't help but talk about it. I feel such a sense of self worth, and it is a very amazing feeling.
 
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Deleted member 23374

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Nov 1, 2020
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This site is having a positive affect on my writing.
 
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Gnip

Gnip

Bill the Cat
Oct 10, 2020
621
Earlier today, I received some needed pain relief injections from my anesthesiologist into my lower back ahead of the necessity to remove heavy snow and ice. Next week I need to arrange for a complementary chiropractic adjustment for augmenting those injections.
 
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Nutshell

Nutshell

I’d feel better dead.
Feb 23, 2020
272
I didn't hit a vein and chose to give myself more time

my two collars arrived

I planned to skate this weekend and go for a walk with a friend next week
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Glad you had a good dinner! What did you eat ? Cool that your cat behaved as well!

Thanks for taking an interest! It was salmon broiled with something called Louisiana rub on it, and mashed potatoes. It all came out just right. And my cat was a hero.

I don't have much on my side.... But Biden possibly winning makes me Pretty damn Happy.

Well he's edging closer all the time, so please stay pleased! x
 
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AllReturnsToNothing

I'm useless
Aug 5, 2020
222
This week has been pretty miserable. Best thing that happened was I ate some cheap dollar-store off-brand oreos that ended up tasting pretty good.
 
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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
my ex partner finally moved out.
 
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Sinkinshyp

Sinkinshyp

Paragon
Sep 7, 2020
947
my younger son asked me to play a video game on steam with him. He has gone out of his way to spend time with me on this game and in discord. I asked him for years is there anything you play that we can play together, he always said no mother.. we have been playing since saturday. He likes to have schedules he has allocated 4pm to play with me for an hour or so every other day. It's a HUGE step in rebuilding our relationship. This has been the best week since my older son died 3 years ago. I actually get a smile now when my younger son texts me ok mom get in discord.

I'm glad for everyone whose had a good week! here's hoping for another good week for everyone
 
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Going Home

Going Home

Specialist
Sep 21, 2018
357
I got back on SS. I've never told anyone about me being on this site. I wouldn't apologize for it. I'm so thankful for this site and some of the kind people.
 
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Nutshell

Nutshell

I’d feel better dead.
Feb 23, 2020
272
my younger son asked me to play a video game on steam with him. He has gone out of his way to spend time with me on this game and in discord. I asked him for years is there anything you play that we can play together, he always said no mother.. we have been playing since saturday. He likes to have schedules he has allocated 4pm to play with me for an hour or so every other day. It's a HUGE step in rebuilding our relationship. This has been the best week since my older son died 3 years ago. I actually get a smile now when my younger son texts me ok mom get in discord.

I'm glad for everyone whose had a good week! here's hoping for another good week for everyone
That's beautiful. I'm sure it means the world to you. I'm really happy for you both. X
 
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Sinkinshyp

Paragon
Sep 7, 2020
947
That's beautiful. I'm sure it means the world to you. I'm really happy for you both. X
thank you- yes it does mean the world to me. We are trying to grow closer and heal. My older son died 3 years ago and it caused a lot of damage to our relationship and both of us mentally. 3 years after Joeys death we are finally working together to learn how to find meaning in life again.
 
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Nutshell

Nutshell

I’d feel better dead.
Feb 23, 2020
272
thank you- yes it does mean the world to me. We are trying to grow closer and heal. My older son died 3 years ago and it caused a lot of damage to our relationship and both of us mentally. 3 years after Joeys death we are finally working together to learn how to find meaning in life again.
I am so, terribly sorry. I cannot imagine what that must feel like. Hopefully this is now the beginning of healing and a new road with yourself and your younger son. You both need each other and deserve to find strength and love in one and other. Much love to you both and take care. X
 
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raindrops

raindrops

Someday, eventually
Mar 29, 2020
447
I stayed with my partner for 4 days :)
also we went out Wednesday before uk lockdown and someone asked "is this your mrs" and he said yes!!
things are going great, im so in love... at the same time im nervous to feel 100% okay.
i never felt depression like this before and i think i will never forget what it feels like to be this down, i forget what happy feels like though, i crave for happiness.
 
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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
The best thing happened so far this week
is that I was gambling but I previously set a weekly deposit limit which I've already exceeded,

so the deposit was declined, and it saved my remaining $120 for food.
gonna get some sleep, then i will respond..
 
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