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Are you receiving therapy/professional mental health care & if not, why not?

  • Yes - Therapy only

    Votes: 131 10.0%
  • Yes - Medication only

    Votes: 166 12.6%
  • Yes - Therapy and medication

    Votes: 424 32.2%
  • No - Not interested in seeking treatment

    Votes: 164 12.5%
  • No - Interested but don’t know where to start

    Votes: 63 4.8%
  • No - Scared of being hospitalized or that it won’t work

    Votes: 137 10.4%
  • No - tried therapy but it didn’t help

    Votes: 264 20.1%
  • No - tried medication but it didn't help

    Votes: 144 10.9%
  • No - Can’t afford therapy but use medication

    Votes: 38 2.9%
  • No - Can’t afford any treatment

    Votes: 108 8.2%

  • Total voters
    1,316
-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

Mage
Jun 16, 2024
503
I've given up on treatment. The level that I need would cause me to be unable to live a normal life.
 
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mswhite

Member
Aug 10, 2023
7
Two therapists I like a lot, a very wonderful psychiatrist, a stay in a hospital, and Ive been med compliant for over a year.

And I feel like I'm going backwards. I don't know how much longer I can do this.
 
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Foggy Morning

New Member
Sep 21, 2024
1
I'm in therapy and on medication. When I tell my t that I have been thinking a lot about suicide, been looking into ways to do it and preparing for the kids she says she knows I'm safe because I'm Catholic. Pst... the church has realized that mental health plays a role so they have changed their stance.
 
penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
798
Insurance companies PURPOSELY make mental health care INACCESSIBLE because it's not profitable. If you are finding it hard to get treatment, it's not your fault. Multibillion dollar companies are DENYING your care. Fuck insurance and fuck the US

 
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itwasallascream

itwasallascream

Member
May 19, 2024
48
No - tried therapy but it didn't help

I can just answer with a general "No" bc my MH issues are a result of external circumstances that cannot be treated with therapy and/or meds. Even if I wanted therapy now I couldn't afford it anymore. In my case, the best "therapy" was to stop fighting against windmills - the permanent failures came to an end, the situation calmed down and I feel much better now.
Please do a vote on menopause and HRT
 
n0exit

n0exit

Member
Jan 19, 2024
13
Been in and out of therapy for 21 years now. Tried pretty much every SSRI/SNRI/anti psychotic/etc etc etc. Been hospitalized more times than I can count, really. I've had enough medical trauma (mostly for my physical health, but an equal amount of MH related trauma) to last me for... longer than I'll be alive, hopefully.

While my current therapist is actually really good and helpful in a lot of ways, it's just... not enough. Because my physical health is absolutely horrible, and that's not going to change. My financial situation isn't gonna change. The trauma that was inflicted upon me since I was young and still is will never end until I do.
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,331
Therapy doesn't help and I can't tell if I'm gaslighting myself into believing meds are or if they kinda work. If they are working, it's not 100% and I say I wanna die a lot each week.

I mean, it's a step up from spending every second of the day suicidal. Now I'm just suicidal every couple/few days which is an improvement
 
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AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
158
Forced to for three years, was involuntarily hospitalized and by that point I was able to resist and stopped ever going.

I will NEVER talk to any kind of 'mental health professional' ever again, unless strictly necessary.

I've been forced to talk a few times but I've been very strategic and careful about my language to ensure that it doesn't happen again…
 
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bianyuan

bianyuan

New Member
Jan 24, 2023
2
meds. i barely make enough money to cover a lot of shit im obligated to cover and there aren't a lot of therapists in my area for my condition but maybe ill save up for it. the pills aren't really for my mental state either, just to turn me into a functional working adult
 
koipu1337

koipu1337

Member
Nov 16, 2023
12
I've spent hundreds of thousands of dollars (of almost entirely other people's money) on various psychiatric treatments and interventions, to absolutely no avail.
 
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twolegs

twolegs

twoarms
Sep 17, 2024
33
Took meds and also went to therapy
 
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AnthraxLover

AnthraxLover

Dyke
Sep 25, 2024
5
No, I feel sort of unseen that despite being notably mentally ill, probably autistic, gay, blah blah whatever, I slipped through the cracks completley and have never ever been checked out, noticed in school or anything like that. My mum caught me with self harm once and basically told me to stop and that's it. No one cares. I would be glad if someone cared enough to get me sectioned.
 
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norkz

norkz

Member
Jun 28, 2024
30
I was ofc thinking into therapy and try to get better but I think I've reached my limit and I don't really want to get well ? Idk how it sounds but is true. I've been years ago and even though it helped it took years to find the right therapist.
 
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ham and potatoes

ham and potatoes

Just some hillbilly
Mar 27, 2024
421
Im on meds, but obviously not enough, seeing as im here haha
 
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WhatMightHaveBeen

Member
Sep 16, 2024
50
Just had a session today. My appointments are a couple months apart. I stopped taking my medications a couple months ago, but I didn't tell my doctor, nor did I tell him I'm thinking about CTB.
 
VI48

VI48

It's my turn to torment you now
Sep 22, 2024
3
Tried therapy twice, once against my volition when I was younger and remember fuck all from. Most recent experience had the therapist either not believe me, made it clear I could not talk about some of my problems over my head without getting people involved, and downplayed the issues I did bring up.
 
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butterflyguy

butterflyguy

Member
Aug 6, 2024
43
I feel like I've tried everything.
 
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RN13

Pharma kills
Jun 3, 2024
46
Those evil SSRI med side effects are the cause of my dead
Psychiatry is a barbaric pseudo science. Stay away
 
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itsover404

itsover404

Member
Mar 10, 2024
22
Therapy helped before i became serioiusly ill. now it's just a half hour of me complaining about problems that never get better. my therapist would just sit there and listen. I have severe memory loss from schizoaffective so i could never remember what i talked about after i left. Some mental problems don't get better from talking about them. Medication only does so much, it allows me to sleep. I'm sure my problems would be worse if i couldn't. When this started i went 4 weeks without being able to sleep at all and i was so confused and upset. Every night i would lay there, unable to sleep. I'm somewhat active in the schizoaffective subreddit and it seems a majority of people there have similar problems. For some reason when the disease starts it just breaks your brain in a multitude of ways, being able to naturally sleep being one of them. I miss my old life. I miss just being able to smoke some weed, put on a good album, and talk things out and that would fix things. it is what it is. nothing i can do to change it.
 
meowingnomore

meowingnomore

Member
Jun 24, 2023
29
it helped for a few months and i really thought i'd finally seen the other side of all this but it just slips back around like always. knowing there's another side of this but knowing i can't hold onto it really is the ultimate hope killer.
 
Somberlain

Somberlain

New Member
Aug 16, 2024
4
i speak to a psychologist every week and have multiple social workers i meet with as well. i'm also on a large number of meds. none of it helps. the only thing that helps is my cat
 
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Homulily

Homulily

Witch of the Mortal World
Jun 1, 2023
73
I used to see a therapist a few years ago but she moved to another province so I stopped.

Scared to get medication since I don't want it to mess with my creativity.
I would love something to help take off my edge. I'm so fucking stressed all the time.
 
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Schmopo

Member
Mar 5, 2024
23
I was. But clinical psychologist and I got into an extremely unprofessional, unethical relationship. Now I'm more fucked than I ever have been.
 
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MinrathousGallus

MinrathousGallus

:3
Jun 10, 2024
11
I stop caring about my doctor since I made up my mind. I was on ADHD meds & Anti-Depressant. And I've been with their support for 2 years, but I don't think it's working, call me pessimistic but over the last 2 years there's barely any change for me. It seems to only get worse with every week passed.

better spend my money elsewhere before I leave this place for good.
 
memoriesofyesterday

memoriesofyesterday

Member
Sep 24, 2024
94
No, not yet. I've become a drunk, so I don't remember if I posted in this thread. But because I see it over and over again I probably did.

I want to seek therapy but afraid to tell the therapist I want to kill myself.

Don't care about shitty food being served or "lights out:, I am more curious if I can smoke.

I'm also curious about showers? Do I have to get naked in front of someone? Will I have a TV? Do I have to share a room with someone?
 

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