I think if my therapist/counsellor had my specific problem, they would also be suicidal
(And they know it)
(But they won't admit it)
And so therapy doesn't feel useful for me
it's really horrifying because society points to counselling as first solution but it's also a last solution so if it doesn't work for you... then you're a little fucked because family/friends really can't deal with your pain (nor should they have to: I regret the times I openly discussed my struggles because it just makes everyone sad)
(And they know it)
(But they won't admit it)
And so therapy doesn't feel useful for me
it's really horrifying because society points to counselling as first solution but it's also a last solution so if it doesn't work for you... then you're a little fucked because family/friends really can't deal with your pain (nor should they have to: I regret the times I openly discussed my struggles because it just makes everyone sad)
