Planning to get N - bitter ??

[lone3wolf7]

Hi everyone,

How bitter is N ?? I am a smoker and I am used to drinking the most bitter beer .. due to this I would say I have lost most of taste buds ....

Do i still need anti emtics or something to prevent me from vomiting??

All I am planning is N mixed with some orange juice .... followed by my favorite beer... will that work ?? Also, would you suggest me to buy 2 or 3 ??, i am only 50 kg btw .....

Any advise would be helpful... and, all this is based on the belief that n from a is pure enough...

 

[dolphin]

I agree with the above post.
If you are only 50 kg then 2 bottles is fine (I am at a similar weight and ingesting the same quantity).
You need the antiemetics. The possibility of throwing up again comes from ingesting poison, not the taste. If you do get sick, then you are going to fail your attempt/suffer from brain damage/waste money or some combination of those things.

 

[lone3wolf7]

I agree with the above post.
If you are only 50 kg then 2 bottles is fine (I am at a similar weight and ingesting the same quantity).
You need the antiemetics. The possibility of throwing up again comes from ingesting poison, not the taste. If you do get sick, then you are going to fail your attempt/suffer from brain damage/waste money or some combination of those things.

I don't want to miss it.. I dont want to end up being a vegetable....

All that would happen only if I dont get anti emetics , right ??? I will try to get that too...

 

[dolphin]

I don't want to miss it.. I dont want to end up being a vegetable....

All that would happen only if I dont get anti emetics , right ??? I will try to get that too...

It's not guaranteed to happen but it is a lot more likely to happen if you don't take them. You should get them to be safe.

 

[lone3wolf7]

It's not guaranteed to happen but it is a lot more likely to happen if you don't take them. You should get them to be safe.

I will start looking into it .... but I hope anti emetics is otc .... I hope ...

 

[lone3wolf7]

My advice and take it with a grain of salt though I have done a lot of research. And please take every bodies advice here with a grain of salt. People read things and put their own spin on it.

1. No more than two bottles . Data shows nobody has survived two bottles.
2. I think being concerned over the bitterness is mostly hype. It is bitter but it's doable. I find very few survivors of N which is good. And I have never heard of someone saying they couldn't drink it because of the bitterness. Again good because it means people are successful.
3. Nausea doesn't come from the bitterness. It comes from your body trying to rid itself of the poison. Think of drinking too much alcohol. Same thing.
4. Some people say antiemetics may not be necessary with N but I disagree. It's an insurance policy and the countries that use N use antemetics.

Again just my two cents

Thanks for the advice
It really helps. Do you know how long it takes for 50 kg human ?? ... will it be ok if people dont find me for 24 hours .... or should it be 48 hours ...

 

[hamednova]

Thanks for the advice
It really helps. Do you know how long it takes for 50 kg human ?? ... will it be ok if people dont find me for 24 hours .... or should it be 48 hours ...

N has been proven to be THE way to go. If you can afford it, its the best known way on earth to kill yourself.

 

[lone3wolf7]

N has been proven to be THE way to go. If you can afford it, its the best known way on earth to kill yourself.

But how long should I isolate myself before people find me ... ??

 

[lone3wolf7]

Suicide - Wikibooks, open books for an open world

en.m.wikibooks.org

Time to feat for doses is listed in the wiki article. Allow 12 hrs for certainty

Be well

Thank you..... thanks a lot..

 

[Deardaddy]

Where to get them is the main objective

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

Is the taste of N really that bad? I just can't understand why would it matter that much, and as long as you took enough anti-emetic before the attempt, it's the most peaceful and easy to do(except buying it) method ever existed. Also, you can also crush the pills and fill them into gelatine caps. Zero taste...

 

[lone3wolf7]

Is the taste of N really that bad? I just can't understand why would it matter that much, and as long as you took enough anti-emetic before the attempt, it's the most peaceful and easy to do(except buying it) method ever existed. Also, you can also crush the pills and fill them into gelatine caps. Zero taste...

I was thinking of not taking anti emetics as I used to bitter taste.... however it looks like its not about taste only..... it's about the body fighting back....

I will buy the anti emetics too... I am yet to decide a date... hopefully, I will decide one before my order comes in.

 

[Peacelove44]

How much alcool should be drunk after N ingestion? Enoug to speed up the process but not to much not to throw up.

 

[Superfluous]

How much alcool should be drunk after N ingestion? Enoug to speed up the process but not to much not to throw up.

I believe the purpose of strong alcohol with the N method is simply an option to help remove the bitter taste from your mouth, and not an essential part of the method. Dignitas uses chocolate for the same purpose.

 

[Peacelove44]

I read somewhere that alcool enhance the effect of N. My main issue is that I take olanzapine 20mg which is an antipsychotic that may delay the death with N. So I am searching for ways to speed up/enhance the process of N's action.

 

[Superfluous]

I was thinking of not taking anti emetics as I used to bitter taste.... however it looks like its not about taste only..... it's about the body fighting back....

I will buy the anti emetics too... I am yet to decide a date... hopefully, I will decide one before my order comes in.

Meto (and the weaker alternative Domperidone) are also gastro-prokinetic, which means it speeds up the rate of gastric emptying, so that the N leaves the stomach and enters the intestines quickly, which is where absorption occurs. It also means that if you do vomit, the stomach will be empty.

Link to Wikibooks article:

Suicide - Wikibooks, open books for an open world

en.m.wikibooks.org

I read somewhere that alcool enhance the effect of N. My main issue is that I take olanzapine 20mg which is an antipsychotic that may delay the death with N. So I am searching for ways to speed up/enhance the process of N's action.

My mistake. It does also potentiate the effect. The recommended amount on Wikibooks is some. Sorry I can't be more specific.

I'm sure there are issues with antipsychotics and the antiemetics, but I can't remember the source.

 

[Peacelove44]

2 people at least told me that domperidone was better for me then meto (because of EPS). So i think I will go for domperidone

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

Take a bitter gourd and blend it with water. Drink it, and if you can handle the taste, you will be fine with N. But, do take anti-emetics. I personally don't know which one is the best one.

My advice and take it with a grain of salt though I have done a lot of research. And please take every bodies advice here with a grain of salt. People read things and put their own spin on it.

1. No more than two bottles . Data shows nobody has survived two bottles.
2. I think being concerned over the bitterness is mostly hype. It is bitter but it's doable. I find very few survivors of N which is good. And I have never heard of someone saying they couldn't drink it because of the bitterness. Again good because it means people are successful.
3. Nausea doesn't come from the bitterness. It comes from your body trying to rid itself of the poison. Think of drinking too much alcohol. Same thing.
4. Some people say antiemetics may not be necessary with N but I disagree. It's an insurance policy and the countries that use N use antemetics.

Again just my two cents

I agree, but for number 1 it depends on weight of the individual. A says anyone over 176 lb will need three bottles of N.

 

[Soul]

Also, you can also crush the pills and fill them into gelatine caps. Zero taste...

N is a liquid. It's intended for IV injection but people mostly drink it instead.

As for the anti-emetics: OTC varieties aren't effective enough. My understanding is that domperidone is safer for people on anti-psychotics because meto in combination with anti-psychotics can cause extra-pyramidal symptoms (EPS).

That's from my research into SN, but I reckon it applies to N as well. Except that with N I'd be more likely to be successful so perhaps EPS aren't an issue.

 

[mattwitt]

Considering it only takes a few minutes to put you to sleep I really wouldn't worry about the taste.

You could use a beer bong to bypass your tongue. Or you could use some kind of numbing agent like chloraseptic spray to at least reduce the taste.

 

[Meretlein]

Nothing will get rid of the bitter taste. Any attempt to mix it will just result in creating a greater amount of an equally gross substance.

 

[Egddios]

My advice and take it with a grain of salt though I have done a lot of research. And please take every bodies advice here with a grain of salt. People read things and put their own spin on it.

1. No more than two bottles . Data shows nobody has survived two bottles.
2. I think being concerned over the bitterness is mostly hype. It is bitter but it's doable. I find very few survivors of N which is good. And I have never heard of someone saying they couldn't drink it because of the bitterness. Again good because it means people are successful.
3. Nausea doesn't come from the bitterness. It comes from your body trying to rid itself of the poison. Think of drinking too much alcohol. Same thing.
4. Some people say antiemetics may not be necessary with N but I disagree. It's an insurance policy and the countries that use N use antemetics.

Again just my two cents

Have you tasted Nembutal?

Nothing will get rid of the bitter taste. Any attempt to mix it will just result in creating a greater amount of an equally gross substance.

Yes. This is mentioned in the PPH as well. Adding a palatable liquid to Nembutal only creates a more volatile beverage of greater volume, aka you end up with a mega drink of something that's difficult and or disgusting to consume even on its own.

No matter how "dead" ones taste buds may seem, a taste of Nembutal will wake them the fuck up. It tastes like liquid metal and it LINGERS. Even with an antiemetic, it's of course highly possible to vomit. And consuming 2 bottles worth? Nembutal sits in your stomach like a ball of firey mercury; if you're lucky, you will pass out before you have enough time to process what you've willingly put in your system.

I ordered from "A" back in 2016 and received 3 bottles. Knowing I'd only need 2 bottles worth to end my life, I opened the 3rd bottle to test the taste and efficiency. What I received was indeed very potent and a dose from a medicine cup nearly knocked me down the stairs. Getting past the taste...is it even possible? I read of people suggesting to have a piece of chocolate afterwards, which in my case, did little if anything to mask the bitter, bitter aftertaste. I felt compelled to claw at my tongue, the roof of my mouth, anything to get rid of the taste.

It's important to remember, Nembutal is meant to be INJECTED, not swallowed. Had I been able to inject myself, I absolutely would have. In the time since ordering from "A", one bottle was confiscated by police (tipped off by my therapist), and the remaining 2 bottles I held onto for a while before researching and opting to use the "night night" method when the time comes.

Nembutal is expensive and can be very disappointing to receive it and realize you're unable to consume it. And I'm not even covering the inevitable need to procure a prescription for Zofran, or other antiemetics.

 

[deathenvoy]

Have you tasted Nembutal?


Yes. This is mentioned in the PPH as well. Adding a palatable liquid to Nembutal only creates a more volatile beverage of greater volume, aka you end up with a mega drink of something that's difficult and or disgusting to consume even on its own.

No matter how "dead" ones taste buds may seem, a taste of Nembutal will wake them the fuck up. It tastes like liquid metal and it LINGERS. Even with an antiemetic, it's of course highly possible to vomit. And consuming 2 bottles worth? Nembutal sits in your stomach like a ball of firey mercury; if you're lucky, you will pass out before you have enough time to process what you've willingly put in your system.

I ordered from "A" back in 2016 and received 3 bottles. Knowing I'd only need 2 bottles worth to end my life, I opened the 3rd bottle to test the taste and efficiency. What I received was indeed very potent and a dose from a medicine cup nearly knocked me down the stairs. Getting past the taste...is it even possible? I read of people suggesting to have a piece of chocolate afterwards, which in my case, did little if anything to mask the bitter, bitter aftertaste. I felt compelled to claw at my tongue, the roof of my mouth, anything to get rid of the taste.

It's important to remember, Nembutal is meant to be INJECTED, not swallowed. Had I been able to inject myself, I absolutely would have. In the time since ordering from "A", one bottle was confiscated by police (tipped off by my therapist), and the remaining 2 bottles I held onto for a while before researching and opting to use the "night night" method when the time comes.

Nembutal is expensive and can be very disappointing to receive it and realize you're unable to consume it. And I'm not even covering the inevitable need to procure a prescription for Zofran, or other antiemetics.

Jesus it sounds scary. I have problems with nausea anyway - I almost vomit when I am stressed. This method might be harder than I thought.

 

[Soul]

Does anyone know what it's like to inject N into muscle rather than intravenously? I'd never manage to find a vein on my own but I've given myselfplain old injections before. Unless it's one of those painkillers that hurt like hell when injected.

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

Does anyone know what it's like to inject N into muscle rather than intravenously? I'd never manage to find a vein on my own but I've given myselfplain old injections before. Unless it's one of those painkillers that hurt like hell when injected.

I would just drink it.

 

[Mbound]

Have you tasted Nembutal?


Yes. This is mentioned in the PPH as well. Adding a palatable liquid to Nembutal only creates a more volatile beverage of greater volume, aka you end up with a mega drink of something that's difficult and or disgusting to consume even on its own.

No matter how "dead" ones taste buds may seem, a taste of Nembutal will wake them the fuck up. It tastes like liquid metal and it LINGERS. Even with an antiemetic, it's of course highly possible to vomit. And consuming 2 bottles worth? Nembutal sits in your stomach like a ball of firey mercury; if you're lucky, you will pass out before you have enough time to process what you've willingly put in your system.

I ordered from "A" back in 2016 and received 3 bottles. Knowing I'd only need 2 bottles worth to end my life, I opened the 3rd bottle to test the taste and efficiency. What I received was indeed very potent and a dose from a medicine cup nearly knocked me down the stairs. Getting past the taste...is it even possible? I read of people suggesting to have a piece of chocolate afterwards, which in my case, did little if anything to mask the bitter, bitter aftertaste. I felt compelled to claw at my tongue, the roof of my mouth, anything to get rid of the taste.

It's important to remember, Nembutal is meant to be INJECTED, not swallowed. Had I been able to inject myself, I absolutely would have. In the time since ordering from "A", one bottle was confiscated by police (tipped off by my therapist), and the remaining 2 bottles I held onto for a while before researching and opting to use the "night night" method when the time comes.

Nembutal is expensive and can be very disappointing to receive it and realize you're unable to consume it. And I'm not even covering the inevitable need to procure a prescription for Zofran, or other antiemetics.

What do you mean like a ball of firey mercury? I definitely understand your points here, but are there any recorded cases of people throwing up N (with an antiemitic?

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

What do you mean like a ball of firey mercury? I definitely understand your points here, but are there any recorded cases of people throwing up N (with an antiemitic?

I personally think he's being hyperbolic in his description of the taste. And, if you follow the anti emetic regime properly, you won't throw it up.

 

[Mbound]

I personally think he's being hyperbolic in his description of the taste. And, if you follow the anti emetic regime properly, you won't throw it up.

I'm sure it tastes like ass, but i've been taking digestive bitters as well as chewing a bit on medications to get myself used to bitterness so I hope it's at least doable. I think I am going to take 2 days of domperidone and then one dose of meto as the stat dose (I don't want any akathisia). Might even get zofran too???? idk I REALLY need this to be successful.

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

I'm sure it tastes like ass, but i've been taking digestive bitters as well as chewing a bit on medications to get myself used to bitterness so I hope it's at least doable. I think I am going to take 2 days of domperidone and then one dose of meto as the stat dose (I don't want any akathisia). Might even get zofran too???? idk I REALLY need this to be successful.

Just plug your nose, and just gulp it down! That's what I am gonna do! If you really want to taste an awful medication, try Zoplicone. Its metallic and very bitter. lol And your planned anti-emetic routine sounds good, I wouldn't worry too much about it. If you need further assistance download the PPHB. The link is in the 'Resources' section on the main forum page.

 

[Soul]

I would just drink it.

That's cool, but I'm still interested in whether anyone knows what it's like to inject it into a muscle. Two hundred ml is a lot to inject but some people are clearly very averse to the notion of hurling $600 worth of fluid.