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annique

šŸ•Šļø seeking profound peace šŸ•Šļø
Jul 5, 2022
201
Hi.

I've been thinking of how I'm going to carry on my SN attempt. Here is what I think I've settled for so far:

1) Fasting for about 6h prior to the attempt
2) Some painkillers 1h before the attempt
3) 3x10mg Domperidone 45min before the attempt
4) Propranolol 30min before the attempt (I don't know yet how much I'm going to take)
5) 15g SN + 50ml of water (a slightly lower dose to lower the chances of vomiting, also considering I'm underweight)

After I take the SN, I'll lay down on a wooden bench amidst the trees and put on some of my favorite songs to play. Then, I'll just close my eyes and hope for the best.

I don't know when I'll attempt. I've got everything. I'd say I even got the courage. I just need an extra push, maybe an emotional trigger.​
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,330
I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find freedom from all suffering.
 
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freight_train

Member
Oct 14, 2022
47
sounds great. i'll do it in my room without music. and i'll only take antacid and painkillers before SN. also will fast for 24 hours.
 
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botch3d

botch3d

Student
Sep 17, 2022
112
Everything looks good but I would personally fast longer than 6h
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ā¤ļø
Aug 28, 2022
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Well done for coming up with a plan, it's always ok to change your mind too ā¤ļø
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
Everything looks good but I would personally fast longer than 6h
The STan's guide recommendation is 4 to 8 hours depending on your metabolism, though some peopel do longer fast, I think I've seen up to 24 hours. I really don't know what length of fast is best. A longer fast means the food is through your system food, so less to vomit up if any, but could there be some disadvantages to longer fasting? Not sure. I will probably do eight hours, not sure.
 
temporary

temporary

:)
Oct 17, 2022
61
I've never thought about choosing somewhere peaceful outside to ctb with SN, only ever really imagined it'd be in my bed but thinking about it now that'd be very nice.
If you do choose to go, I wish no struggle and I hope your mind finds peace when you go 🧔
 
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madebrief

Experienced
Jul 4, 2022
250
A wooden bench amongst the trees sounds….blissful.
 
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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
Hi.

I've been thinking of how I'm going to carry on my SN attempt. Here is what I think I've settled for so far:

1) Fasting for about 6h prior to the attempt
2) Some painkillers 1h before the attempt
3) 3x10mg Domperidone 45min before the attempt
4) Propranolol 30min before the attempt (I don't know yet how much I'm going to take)
5) 15g SN + 50ml of water (a slightly lower dose to lower the chances of vomiting, also considering I'm underweight)

After I take the SN, I'll lay down on a wooden bench amidst the trees and put on some of my favorite songs to play. Then, I'll just close my eyes and hope for the best.

I don't know when I'll attempt. I've got everything. I'd say I even got the courage. I just need an extra push, maybe an emotional trigger.​

I'm really sorry.. once again another angel is suffering in this world

I really hope that you could be happy in this world

Whatever you'll chose to do, sending you big love and hugs ā¤ā¤

May you find peace sweet @annique ā¤
 
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