Parents house

[GreenTree]

I want to try and ctb. Only place I can do it is my parents house. I feel so bad doing it there. Partial hanging is the method. I don't want to try it in there house but it's the only option. Help.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like a difficult situation that you are in. I really wish that ctb is easier, I envy those who have managed to succeed with hanging, as they are now free from this cruel existence. But hanging does sound like an awful method to me, it's horrible how we cannot all just exit peacefully. I think that all that anyone can do if they wish to ctb is to do research on their chosen method, but actually leaving this world really can be so unnecessarily hard. It's all very tiring, I wish you freedom.

 

[Altvtysp]

I live with family also and plan on doing a partial hang tomorrow and the only thing to really decide on (besides having some flexibility on the position) is if I'm going to do it at home or go to the campgrounds or out in the woods in my city. Wherever I do it the authorities will have to clean up my body but if at home my family will see me and I don't want to traumatize them with that. If I go out into public the problems with that are finding a good anchor spot for the rope and it's unlikely I'll run into other people but there is a greater risk of being discovered than in the "safety" of my own home. I'm going to travel to a quiet outdoor location and see if I can make it work and if not I know exactly how to do it at home.

Hanging is pretty bad but for myself it's a better option that most of the other ones. Yes it's violent towards myself but the way I'm going to execute it I'll pass out within 12 seconds or so and it isn't extremely like jumping or using a train. It is unfortunate to not have access to compassionate methods but they wouldn't be available to me being a physically healthy middle aged guy anyways. I believe anyone over the age of 21 should have access to substances which will end their life in a nice way if they choose to do that. Maybe have a time function on it so they have to make the request and then make it again after a month or two (to prevent impulsive decisions) but no other requirements.

 

[fairy_slime]

I don't recommend partial hanging at home. Tried this, partially lost consciousness, SI kicked in because I'm a huge pussy, I got on my feet and ended up banging on the wall for help with the noose strangling me. Traumatized my family, not worth it, living here is hell, constant shame and guilt.

 

[Altvtysp]

I don't recommend partial hanging at home. Tried this, partially lost consciousness, SI kicked in because I'm a huge pussy, I got on my feet and ended up banging on the wall for help with the noose strangling me. Traumatized my family, not worth it, living here is hell, constant shame and guilt.

I'm very much afraid of this so I might do a full hanging instead. It's just I got a really thin rope but it will technically hold my weight I'm still afraid of it snapping. What position did you do? I'm still deciding either placing the noose where it's a few inches above me on my knees or I might try it like 3 feet off the ground and see if I can lay into it. I might place it above my head and stand on something and then kick it out just to make sure it's done but I imagine I'll toy around with a partial first to see if my cartoid arteries actually are blocked. I'm really determined after a failed ratchet strap attempt on Sunday. Outside I'm not sure what anchor points I could use and am afraid of running into other people. At my house there will be nobody home when I do it.