worldsworst
Worst NEET and hikikomori
- Sep 9, 2026
- 37
Hello. I plan to hang myself when I finally CTB (unsure when, definitely not in the near future as I have things I need to do) and I would like to do it in the comfort of my room but I do not want to traumatize my mom and ruin our house. I live in a very rural spot and there aren't many trees, though there is a walking trail about an hour 30 from my house if I were to walk. Would a public place like this be okay, or do you think it would be a poor idea? I don't really enjoy the outdoors so I am a bit nervous to try this, I would prefer a hotel room but I do not have a source of income and me staying out for long would concern my mom as I never leave my house. If anyone has any better location ideas, or methods that would fit my location better please share