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schmebyulok

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Sep 10, 2026
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i wish i planned and ordered SN earlier. this coming friday i'll have the house to my self until saturday, which would be the perfect time to ctb because i'll be alone. now my only option is ligature strangulation or PSH, which was actuallt always my only option up until I read that SN as a method is still possible without benzos and after i found a meto source.

everyday i wake up i wish N was still easy to get. sometimes i catch myself searching and scrolling for hours on where to buy/get N.
 

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