Paralysis by Analysis

[eternalbliss22]

Fantasized all day at work of jumping off a bridge into a major river to drown. After work, I drove to the bridge, set up a timed text to a relative then froze up. A complete failure due to thinking of just how to accomplish without interference or possibly causing a traffic accident by a stopped vehicle. It was after midnight but still a lot of traffic. Failure in life, failure in death