ChronicPain23
Member
- Jun 22, 2023
- 87
It kills me completely who I am - a nobody. I have no plans for my life, no ambitions, no goals, I have achieved nothing. I am 23 years old, not working, not studying. I'm a disgrace to my parents, they're ashamed of me in front of their friends, it happened once that a friend of my father's laughed at me, I'm still living through it.
I know I'm hurting my parents by committing suicide, but I can't cope with life mentally, it's getting worse and worse every day, all these problems are getting to me. I have obsessive thoughts about situations when I behaved stupidly(personality fault) or people treated me badly.
What a pain it is to live as waste/trash in society....
I know I'm hurting my parents by committing suicide, but I can't cope with life mentally, it's getting worse and worse every day, all these problems are getting to me. I have obsessive thoughts about situations when I behaved stupidly(personality fault) or people treated me badly.
What a pain it is to live as waste/trash in society....