Pain like no other

[complex]

This internal agony and anxiety is growing so intense i find myself unable to 'chat' and my ability to function irl and online is becoming less. I am shutting down, but not yet ready to calmly follow my protocol i actually feel so numb i am unsure i can function for much longer and find myself heading more towards my impulsive but rated method than the drawn out. I reckon it be the way i go. Anyways so tired can't put much more(thank goodness i hear those that got this far say!)
Take care all. I totally think this site has given me all i need to finally find my peace as even my impulsive way is a method but just takes less prep time and without this site i would not have known this way and could of caused myself a mischief and worse agony
Byesee bye

 

[Melly]

I'm so sorry complex, I wish you the best. I wish things would get better somehow. You deserve better. You're a sweet soul, love u.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Peace to you.

 

[ventingfrustrations]

I'm sorry I wish I saw the post earlier peace sorry this world/existence is painful for us all

 

[puzlewillburn]

I kinda feel the same bro functionality decreasing, basic tasks so hard. PTSD makes sure everyday is more terrifying than the last. My impulsivity is also so high i am one bad day away from snaping. I whish peace for all of us.

 

[complex]

I kinda feel the same bro functionality decreasing, basic tasks so hard. PTSD makes sure everyday is more terrifying than the last. My impulsivity is also so high i am one bad day away from snaping. I whish peace for all of us.

Spot on to how i can feel in many ways. I just hope that this is my mind and body finally winding down to eternal peace NOT another blip. I need peace. I hope u get ur peace in whatever way that turns out to be

 

[puzlewillburn]

Spot on to how i can feel in many ways. I just hope that this is my mind and body finally winding down to eternal peace NOT another blip. I need peace. I hope u get ur peace in whatever way that turns out to be

Thanks, man! Hoping for your peace as well brother

 

[iamanavalanche]

i love you so much, complex. im so devastated and crushed to see you going. you have always been a gentle soul to everyone and i wish you could see how precious you are as a person with the sweetest heart.