Venting Pain is all I feel and I want it to end now

[KAZ-2Y5]

I hate my body I want things I cannot have. I dont feel fully any gender and I've hated my body my whole life I've been SA'd my whole life by many evil rapists I lived with, I've been bullied for being the weird freakish kid and I can't ever not be that. I see myself as bigender and my body doesnt represent that which makes me feel not myself and alone in my problems. Once I learn my method better I'll be taking it as soon as possible. Im uncomfortable in my own body and just wanna die. I have no friends or family or anybody. I'm a magnet for bullies. I want it to be done.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you've had to endure, it disgusts me how humans create so much harm in this world but anyway I hope you eventually find freedom from your suffering as existing here certainly can be so torturous.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry what you have to go through is awful. I hope you find what you are searching for and I hope you find peace!