Venting I feel like I have no one

[Nevnevermind]

I have no one, no one to help me. No support system, no one well care once I'm gone. My bf, well just miss having someone to be sexual with. My "best friend" is just gonna miss having someone to vent to.

I don't feel loved or cared for.
All I do is work, pay my mom's bills, get yelled at by my mom, that's my whole life.

Ive been feeling so lonely that I recently reconnected with my ex, its been nice talking to him but then he also faded away (just friends)

Everyone has someone they enjoy being with. No one likes being with me
I need to pass on soon, my fear is I fail and now have medical bills on top of my debts.they cut my health insurance cus "I make to much"
My whole pay check is my fuckin rent money, my second check covers all my bills and barely leaves me with maybe 130 bucks a month if I'm lucky

Most of the time I only get 60-30 bucks to my self cus I spend more money on my mom..

 

[ctb_warrior]

I have no one, no one to help me. No support system, no one well care once I'm gone. My bf, well just miss having someone to be sexual with. My "best friend" is just gonna miss having someone to vent to.

I don't feel loved or cared for.
All I do is work, pay my mom's bills, get yelled at by my mom, that's my whole life.

Ive been feeling so lonely that I recently reconnected with my ex, its been nice talking to him but then he also faded away (just friends)

Everyone has someone they enjoy being with. No one likes being with me
I need to pass on soon, my fear is I fail and now have medical bills on top of my debts.they cut my health insurance cus "I make to much"
My whole pay check is my fuckin rent money, my second check covers all my bills and barely leaves me with maybe 130 bucks a month if I'm lucky

Most of the time I only get 60-30 bucks to my self cus I spend more money on my mom..

I'm so sorry that life makes you feel this way.
You are not alone, you've got us. We are all in the same boat.. If you ever feel alone, feel free to connect with any of us.
My dms are open if you wanna talk to me.

And a suggestion while you are here on this planet, do more what your heart says.. If it says you need to rest, rest, if you feel you shouldn't talk to someone, don't, if you feel like having that favourite food, by all means. You get the idea.