Mainland.
Worse than Hong Kong.
I will probably never see the light of democracy again if I go back there.
I'm currently overseas but I'll probably be dead by my own hands within 2 weeks from now and kill myself before I even consider going back there.
Technically not wanting to be oppressed or having free speech/less internet censorship is not an immediate threat to human right safety, but I guess since I'm only "voluntarily" looking to deflect, despite being a threat to myself, I do not qualify for refugee.
Honestly if any western democracy takes me in, I wouldn't have to die but my life isn't worth a lot. I wish I was never born in China to be oppressed to end up in a position having to resort to suicide.
It's actually really sad.