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- Sep 25, 2023
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The only method available to me is OD and these are the only drugs available to me. Please don't point me toward another method, just reliable doses.
I'm 145 lbs (66 kgs), about 22% body fat, and a female. No tolerance for anything.
I was thinking about just taking a bunch of downers. Grapefruit juice increases bioavailability (concentration) of both alprazolam (Xanax) and oxycodone. I've read that even though benzos aren't very lethal (though I've had a friend ctb from Xanax alone), it makes opioids way more lethal when it interacts with them. Same for alcohol with both benzos and opioids. Rather than an additive effect, they have a multiplicative or even exponential effect. Alcohol can increase bioavailability and also has priority in the liver, so the drugs will stay in my body longer. I've read that more than 40 mg of oxy at once can be lethal, and the same for more than 80 mg a day.
I want to drink at least 200 mL of grapefruit juice a day leading up to my ctb date to increase bioavailability of the substances.
Oxycodone - 80 mg
Alprazolam (Xanax) - 50 mg
Ethanol (Alcohol) - 150 mL of 35% ethanol, meaning 41.41 grams of ethanol.
I want to take this right before I go to sleep, all at once. I know the OD itself may not kill me, but respiratory depression might. I'm going to lay on my back so if I vomit in my sleep, I'll probably asphyxiate.
I'm also thinking of taking Acetaminophen (Tylenol) earlier in the day to give me acute liver failure. Making it a lot harder for the drugs to pass through my body. Normally 4g does the trick, but grapefruit juice actually decreases the bioavailability of Tylenol. So I may take 6-8g.
Does this seem like a sound plan, or do I need higher doses of certain drugs?
I'm 145 lbs (66 kgs), about 22% body fat, and a female. No tolerance for anything.
I was thinking about just taking a bunch of downers. Grapefruit juice increases bioavailability (concentration) of both alprazolam (Xanax) and oxycodone. I've read that even though benzos aren't very lethal (though I've had a friend ctb from Xanax alone), it makes opioids way more lethal when it interacts with them. Same for alcohol with both benzos and opioids. Rather than an additive effect, they have a multiplicative or even exponential effect. Alcohol can increase bioavailability and also has priority in the liver, so the drugs will stay in my body longer. I've read that more than 40 mg of oxy at once can be lethal, and the same for more than 80 mg a day.
I want to drink at least 200 mL of grapefruit juice a day leading up to my ctb date to increase bioavailability of the substances.
Oxycodone - 80 mg
Alprazolam (Xanax) - 50 mg
Ethanol (Alcohol) - 150 mL of 35% ethanol, meaning 41.41 grams of ethanol.
I want to take this right before I go to sleep, all at once. I know the OD itself may not kill me, but respiratory depression might. I'm going to lay on my back so if I vomit in my sleep, I'll probably asphyxiate.
I'm also thinking of taking Acetaminophen (Tylenol) earlier in the day to give me acute liver failure. Making it a lot harder for the drugs to pass through my body. Normally 4g does the trick, but grapefruit juice actually decreases the bioavailability of Tylenol. So I may take 6-8g.
Does this seem like a sound plan, or do I need higher doses of certain drugs?