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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
171
ive taken my ondansetron and all i need to do now is parachute some KN and go to sleep. i dont feel anything right now. i feel like i should feel sad or relieved but i just feel blank. im getting drunk because i have no benzos. how do i take the leap of faith.
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
171
on the way out
Screenshot 2026 07 06 at 64327AM
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
327
I can't see the image. Anyone know what it is?

I'm sorry life brought you to this point.
It's an SP02 monitor that shows 75.

goodbye and good luck op.
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
171
good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
i couldn't
ended up in er surrounded by 13 doctors
they figured out methemoglobinemia almost immediately
now in ICU under a 5150
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

Arcanist
Apr 4, 2026
458
i couldn't
ended up in er surrounded by 13 doctors
they figured out methemoglobinemia almost immediately
now in ICU under a 5150
Impressive that they found out so quickly. Hope you feel peace in the future.

And in case you don't know, you can lie to get out of the psych ward.
 

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