SN, at a grove, next week

[0dysseus]

I'm planning to do it in at 2 am, there is some comfortable spots there already but I think I'll also bring couple of big pillows.

I'm still thinking where I'll prepare everything, maybe in my car? There's no even ground there.. I think I can bring the little roung table I did the purity testing on. I have the metos, benzos (planning on taking them sublingual).

There is a neighberhood 50 meter away but no way they'll be able to see anything. My dear to my heart parents will be sleeping...

Gosh I hope the SI and the fear of that forever blackness I feel even right now, won't get a too strong hold of me.

I have this incurable horrible disease, but I just can't picture the darkness


It's roughly 12 minutes of consciousness right?

 

[Die.A.Ria]

How did you get meto and benzos
Yes roughly 12 minutes

 

[0dysseus]

How did you get meto and benzos
Yes roughly 12 minutes

I went to the right doctors

 

[Die.A.Ria]

I went to the right doctors

What did you say to them

 

[0dysseus]

What did you say to them

For the metos, I said that I have Summer migraines with harsh nausea and all the OTC stuff didn't work