Venting only thoughts....

[promegranate_]

It's my first post here.... I don't know how to use the entire site yet, but....
this is more of a rant than anything else.... I've been wanting to say for a long time that I want to die without fear of hearing encouragement to stay alive.... I want to die so much.... how am I going to do this? I don't know yet but I hope to get it soon.... I can't handle my head and my body anymore, they are disgusting and serve no purpose, they only remind me that I was born to be a failure.... I just wanted an easy way to die, that wasn't so "tragic".... I really can't take it anymore....

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's dreadful suffering in this existence when you just wish to be gone but anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for, best wishes.