
cambrai33
Traveller
- Nov 3, 2021
- 386
I want to feel like the old me again, I don't remember how it feels anymore but I know I was happy and seized the day in the most part.
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Okay, so let's take this one step further, what do you need exactly for things to be like they were then
nothing, not even my mother loves me, I only bring problems and I am a burden for everyone¿Qué tendría que cambiar o suceder en tu vida para sentirte mejor y querer vivir?
Nothing.What would need to change or happen in your life in order to feel better and want to live?
I was engaged and was suppose to get married August of this year. I agreed to rent a house and have her family live with us. My friends and family told me it was a bad idea. Long story short I hated living with her brothers because they are so dirty and irresponsible people. Never picked up after themselves which stressed me out and because of the stress I started getting depressed which put a strain on my relationship with my fiance. Because of that she decided to call off the wedding. If I could go back to just living at my own place and not having to live with her family I would. I should have listen to people's advice and I should've listened to my gut. I knew it was a bad idea but I still did it anyway. Worst part is my ex couldn't understand why I was depressed even though i tried explaining it so many times. At one point I felt alone in my own house.Okay, so let's take this one step further, what do you need exactly for things to be like they were then
Erasure of the last 3 months of my memoryWhat would need to change or happen in your life in order to feel better and want to live?
Get rid of my insomnia. I had depression and anxiety before, but after I developed my insomnia all that felt like an easy lifeWhat would need to change or happen in your life in order to feel better and want to live?