Discussion On a scale of 0-10 how hopeful are you that you can find happiness again?

[0000000000000]

0-1 I don't have any hope for this life, but i do have hope that maybe 'next time' i will have better luck.

 

[tbroken]

0-1 I don't have any hope for this life, but i do have hope that maybe 'next time' i will have better luck.

Same here!

 

[du2497]

2-3, was 4-5 before. I don't have anything going for me and I'm almost 34. The main reason I've been sticking around is it would destroy my mother. But lately even that has been waning as a reason to stay. I'm just mentally tired of everything, it's a constant uphill battle for the tiniest progress.

 

[anxious_depressive]

I have no hope anymore.
I'm broken.

 

[Ash’Girl]

I put 1, but it's maybe a 1.5.

I don't think recovery is possible anymore.
I don't think I even want to recover.
I just want it over.

The question is, will I suffer through the rest of my natural life in abject misery, or will I successfully ctb? I don't know. I know I want to die. I just don't know if or when I'll be able to overcome SI.

 

[Aim]

It's possible

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

1 - The past few years, I really really tried to fix my life. I did everything I could to give me hope. I applied for lots of support places, tried to get more funding, met a phychatrist, my therapist spoke to another therapist, I had doctors appointments and yet none of it worked. No one wanted to help. Every place I tried I got rejected from because I either didn't meet a small part of the criteria or didn't have enough funding. I'm out of options of how to fix my life so I feel the only thing I can do now is CTB. But even actually achieving that feels hopeless as my attempts so far has failed.

 

[Relic]