In the end, it doesn't even matter...
- Sep 10, 2022
47 here, and ready to end it now. Everything coming at me at once and I can't take it anymore. Already alone, family won't have anything to do with me, and now I have to find a new place to live. The person whose property I live on is going to sell it, so there went the only security I had! I cannot afford a place on my income, and I'm disabled so very limited on what jobs I can do. I need both knees replaced and finding jobs where I'm not on my feet all day is close to impossible. I have one, but it is only part time. Sorry, I know I just rambled.... Just haven't had anyone to talk to for a long time. I work with a bunch of 20 something's and they are too busy with TikTok and all their drama to hold a real conversation with... I'm so lonely and I miss my family and I just wish I was already dead. Nice to be around like minded individuals...