I was thinking of what I could get a hold of. TBH I was thinking about it all night, even in my sleep. I am pretty sure if I ordered SN to my flat (assuming I'd even find a real source), I'd get a visit from police, customs or both, and then i'd end up in a mental hospital, which I don't want. I've considered making SA myself, but neither do I have lab equipment at home, nor do I feel confident that I could do it correctly and without blowing up the house. Seeing as I live in a block of flats, potentially blowing up the house is not a risk I want to take. I don't think any of my neighbors are suicidal, as far as I know. Some of them have young children. So now I'm sat here before having to go to work and pretend eveything's fine, and I'm thinking of reaching out to some addicts known to me who are being treated with Methadone, and asking them for some. Is that a feasible method? How much would I need? Probably quite a lot, as I weigh nearly 100kg.
madameviolette
Made sick by medical institutions
- Oct 9, 2025
- 55
I've seen a few accidently die from methadone. But it's always those who did not intend to die lol. Is methadone stronger than fent ?
Suizid
i don't want to be here
- Sep 17, 2025
- 49
Methadone is the thing heroin addicts get treated with. It is like a heroin replacement, but it is prescribed by a doctor.
Where are you from? And do you have methadone? I am thinking of asking one of my tenants (I work in property management) who I know has methadone, if she'll sell me some. I just have to hope she doesn't like me too much and tries to stop me.
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