Venting Nothing helps

[Stinger4771]

God, I've tried. Cycling, running, reading, cooking, socialising.

At the end of the day I'm still lying here in the same bed, alone, with the same doubts and the same dread. For fuck's sake.

Am I bipolar? ADHD? Just fucking insufferable? Just a poor attempt at being human? Idfk

What difference would it make if I did have friends. I'm still not doing anything useful.

 

[smokingfish99]

Hate to be that person but what medications have you tried?

 

[Stinger4771]

I haven't tried any

 

[Unending]

Medications can help some people. I haven't had good results personally but some people do and it's worth a shot in my opinion. I'm sorry you're struggling, I know have painful it can be.

 

[smokingfish99]

For my depression and ocd sertraline was magic, but like the prev poster said it varies from person to person. Worth a shot if lifestyle changes have failed.

 

[Scattered-Soul]

I also think they're worth giving a shot even though they completely ruined my life and are the reason why I'm on this forum. Just be careful if you decide to give them a go, maybe get genetic testing if you can afford it.

That being said, maybe your problem come from your own pattern of thinking and medication won't be of much help, I don't know much about you so I can't say for sure, I'm sorry you're dealing with this though.