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what about hanging
i feel insane because i have a method lmao, its like when i found out i could actually ctb i have no intention of getting better and im stuck in a loop of "should i start working out/studying/self improvement again, whats the use since im gonna kill myself anyway"
What kind of pills, for example? I think trying alcohol might help, but I've never drunk it.
Ooh I get that feeling. Like for every interaction or self-improvement thought I think, well what's the point if I am going to ctb?
Depressant pills. Depressant doesn't mean they cause depression, but they "depress" brain function. Means they slow down whole CNS (Central Nervous System). They slow it down to the point you are drugged up, half-conscious, half-asleep and not caring about shit. They give it to you in hospital before surgeries. Usually it's benzodiazepines, but for example opioids or gabapentinoids (like pregabalin) are also depressants. They work on GABA (Gamma Amino-burtylic Acid) in the brain. Alcohol is also a depressant in higher doses.
