Not even in dreams do i get peace

[unfettered]

I had a nightmare.

Every text was met with jokes.

Eventually every text was met with silence.

Then, when I tried to call her, it said her phone was disconnected.

I will not make an idiot of myself in real life. Instead i will seek the peace i cannot find here.
My bus will be here tomorrow night.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me such a thing as peace doesn't even exist in this life, it could never do and this is why the thought of non existence is so appealing to me as I believe it to be permanent dreamless sleep free from everything. I wish you freedom.