Venting Not doing good and hungry

[luna674]

I'm not doing so good and my family left on vacation I have to take care of a dog it's not going to good I'm hungry they left me a $100 but I can't order delivery with that I can't leave my house I'm stuck I don't know what to do.im very very angry about my life and what it's come to.and dealing with a annoying clingy dog plus cat.i was thinking of getting rid of the cat but my mom would miss it

 

[fluorescentpearl]

Can you not take the dog out to buy groceries?

 

[luna674]

I don't know why I'm having these thoughts I'm just so angry and frustrated with all this I'm mad that theirs always people outside my building if they left then I could go out and buy food I'm. Mad that people made me feel so shitty about myself that I can't leave my home I'm stuck.i have to wait till I think Monday then I can ctb.i hate being hungry it's the only thing that makes me feel good

Can you not take the dog out to buy groceries?

The dogs fine she has food everyday it sounds like a party outside my building it's so annoying you'd think people would sleep

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I don't know why I'm having these thoughts I'm just so angry and frustrated with all this I'm mad that theirs always people outside my building if they left then I could go out and buy food I'm. Mad that people made me feel so shitty about myself that I can't leave my home I'm stuck.i have to wait till I think Monday then I can ctb.i hate being hungry it's the only thing that makes me feel good

The dogs fine she has food everyday it sounds like a party outside my building it's so annoying you'd think people would sleep

I mostly meant groceries for you, so you can cook food without having to order takeout

 

[Happinessisasmile]

Wack the dog and voila, dinner….. I'm sry that's extremely dark. Even for this forum. I luv dogs. I'd never hurt an animal. Thought maybe you'd smile
My doggy

 

[luna674]

Wack the dog and voila, dinner….. I'm sry that's extremely dark. Even for this forum. I luv dogs. I'd never hurt an animal. Thought maybe you'd smile
My doggy
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Yeah I know I probably wouldn't do anything it's just where my heads at right now.