Venting No

[sa666]

Genuinely, all I've ever wanted in life is to make genuine connections. Why is that so hard to do?
Human beings are built for connections, so why am I so horrifically bad at it. I feel sick when I'm in public and see groups of people, couples, etc. it feels like everyone is laughing at me.
Maybe it's because of the scars on my arms? Or the way I can't make eye contact?
I just wish I had a person who I can look in the eye and not feel guilt for taking their time.

 

[wagner2029]

Genuinely, all I've ever wanted in life is to make genuine connections. Why is that so hard to do?
Human beings are built for connections, so why am I so horrifically bad at it. I feel sick when I'm in public and see groups of people, couples, etc. it feels like everyone is laughing at me.
Maybe it's because of the scars on my arms? Or the way I can't make eye contact?
I just wish I had a person who I can look in the eye and not feel guilt for taking their time.

You have to be careful with paranoia, they are not always thinking bad things about you.
I also have a huge difficulty connecting, more than 5 people for me is already a crowd and I hate crowds.
I probably suffer from Asperger's because I can't care much about what people think about me.

 

[dorado14]

The problem is you're too nice. There are a lot of shameless people out there. One more won't hurt lol
Be brazen about it; take up their time (✿◠‿◠)