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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
No matter if she ever got out
Of that drinking scene
That depression would eat her alive
It would really make no difference

I've got my sober routine down pat
So when I next go off the rails
I'll have some way of remembering
How it's possible for me to live like a normal


Sometimes I just think all she wants
Is a good quit story
I keep wanting her to say to me
What's it to you?

I've basically given up trying
To predict when I might have a good day
Or a day when the depression comes at me
In so many black waves


She tells me she feels like all the guys
At the uni got together
One afternoon
And stuck her on some kind of 'reject list'

Without purpose, without hope
Without love, without hope of love
Like it's only raining where you are
And no one can see you're getting drenched


She really liked to make herself
The centre of the universe
That she felt the rejections just made
Everything right
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Breathtaking and awe-inspiring!

You're the new Edgar Allan Poe!

I'll be waiting for more of your poems! ;)
 
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