tomthemouse1
Hello! How are you?
- Mar 16, 2024
- 22
Dear lads,
I have been thinking lately that I have no value or identity, Like I disregard my feelings or anything I want. I really can't talk that well nor I can have others understand me that well.
I just feel the only thing that will make use out of me I just being used or like being sold in a way. I was thinking I should work in a Suicde hotline I will just absorb their feelings and their trouble. Basically I will be a punching bag. I heard they pay good too so it's a bit a win win situation. I don't see myself in any other position.
I feel like I can't really act on my own. Have a weak will. I have no problem being left out but it hurts me seeing others be in pain so it's ok you can sacrifice me. I don't see any other use for me
I am failing academically, socially, started started become a bit stupid too.
So yeah I don't know where I am going but it's fine I guess.
Cheers,
Tom
I have been thinking lately that I have no value or identity, Like I disregard my feelings or anything I want. I really can't talk that well nor I can have others understand me that well.
I just feel the only thing that will make use out of me I just being used or like being sold in a way. I was thinking I should work in a Suicde hotline I will just absorb their feelings and their trouble. Basically I will be a punching bag. I heard they pay good too so it's a bit a win win situation. I don't see myself in any other position.
I feel like I can't really act on my own. Have a weak will. I have no problem being left out but it hurts me seeing others be in pain so it's ok you can sacrifice me. I don't see any other use for me
I am failing academically, socially, started started become a bit stupid too.
So yeah I don't know where I am going but it's fine I guess.
Cheers,
Tom
