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Awesomefoid67

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i have alot of nicotine mainly in the form of vape liquids and some like nic salt shots and i could also buy alot more because i wanna diy my own liquid but i was just thinking what if i bought it but then just drank it all? i don't remember much about like nicotine toxicity from what i've read about it and it wouldnt necessarily be a fun way iirc but like better than nothing. anyone have like experiences/thoughts/advice on this?
edit: resding up on it and i could probably get more than 500 with like the nicotine liquid for diy
also it seems very unfun atleast in the first phase but tbh the second phase doesnt sound that bad your body just kinda shuts down but it can take like half an hour to a few hours for it to change to that phase i think
 

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why do this instead of other methods bestie
 
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Awesomefoid67

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why do this instead of other methods bestie
i don't really have any other good ones i've like tested some like hanging a few times but couldnt really get them right and like i have no money so can't really like order sn (plus my parents would 100% like find out if i did lol)
 
meowpuppy

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i just think, surely it'd be better to, do a documented method, instead of doing a nicotine overdose? don't you think you could end up with brain injury, and, if you drink it all but you don't die, then you can't vape anymore..

also if you get sent to the ER during this time there's no way your parents will let you vape after this
 
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ihateittoo

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it seems very risky and could end poorly. I would really advise against it
 
Awesomefoid67

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i just think, surely it'd be better to, do a documented method, instead of doing a nicotine overdose? don't you think you could end up with brain injury, and, if you drink it all but you don't die, then you can't vape anymore..

also if you get sent to the ER during this time there's no way your parents will let you vape after this
The not being able to vape is actually a good point i didnt think about that fuck
 
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Lucifer’s Son

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I would really just consider this a non-method.
 
Awesomefoid67

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Tbh I've given up on this idea but i just realised you wouldnt even need to drink it as it can be absorbed transdermally (hence why you need protective equipment when diying)
 
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