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alexd

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Aug 9, 2026
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it's basically some antipsychotic that is also prescribed with depression, and I've had one experience with it when I tried it not with a ctb intent but just to test and it was more self harm than ctb.
I injected 8 pills of 300mg at once, for the first like 30 minutes to an hour I pretty much didn't feel anything at all, right after that I felt myself getting really sedated and in general slowly my body was becoming very weak and I was becoming more and more sedated, till they took me in ER in the hospital and started administrating some care, like they started injecting a bunch of syringes and a liquid into my body, while that happened it was already too late for any chance that this might be lethal and could kill me, but nonetheless at some point there I couldn't even move my body without lots of effort and I remember myself speaking in a very incoherent way and was mumbling, as far as I remember I didn't feel any pain at all but I still got treated so I don't know what to make of this...

Anyone knows if this method is worth it?
 

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