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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
188
Hi there, after researching much at my medication/substance thread, I will propose two relatively new methods and explain how each method works.

1. Amygdalin/Laetrile (Vitamin B17)+Vitamin C
I know there has been a thread about it before, but I'd explain it more detailed in here.

Explanation: This is basically improved method from using simple amygdalin to create cyanide in your body. This time it uses vitamin C as a compliment to it. Hydrolysis of the amygdalin molecule yields up to 6% (w/w) hydrogen cyanide (HCN), benzaldehyde, and glucose. Vitamin C not only might increase amygdalin hydrolysis mechanism, but also markedly decrease the body stores of cysteine, a sulfur-containing amino acid that facilitates the detoxification of cyanide [1,2,3].
Dosage: Oral intake of 500 mg of amygdalin may contain as much as 30 mg of cyanide. You may need as little as 1 gram of pure amygdalin taken orally combined with vitamin C to create 60 mg of cyanide, which is in the lethal dosage of cyanide itself. As for the vitamin C, regular vitamin C would do the trick better than extended ones. Extended vitamin C release them slowly rather than in an large burst like regular ones. Sudden increase in vitamin C would severely impact cyanide from amygdalin detoxification. Dose of vitamin C can varies, but it's recommended you take mega dose of it (>3 g)
Opinion: This is old but still underrated method of substance ctb. Not only is that both are still easy to obtain (although looks like amygdalin will more tightly regulated), but that the results would be same as cyanide poisoning, which is lethal and less agonizing imo. Just note that cyanide poisoning is also known to have an antidote so that this is also highly treatable at the same time.

2. Diphenhydramine (DPH)+Melatonin

Shout out to @LittleJem for this one. The sources are only one case report, so take it with a grain of salt

Explanation: Diphenhydramine functions by competing with histamine for H-1 receptor sites. Locations of these receptors can be found throughout the body; however, the ones located within the central nervous system are responsible for the sedative side effect. In addition, DPH acts on muscarinic receptors causing anticholinergic effects such as tachycardia, dry mouth, and blurry vision, which become more prominent at higher concentrations. In cases of increased concentration/toxicity (often doses >1.0 g), DPH can function as a blocker of the heart's rectifier potassium ion channels due to its anticholinergic activity. Melatonin further complicate this matter by lethargy, disorientation, and severe delayed hypotension in recorded cases
Dosage: This case shows that both the DPH and melatonin are above the toxic dose. In this case, 8 g of DPH and 480 mg of melatonin. There is no recorded minimal dose for both to work with.
Alternatives: Here's a case report of overdose benzos with melatonin. The report do say that benzos reduce the melatonin levels in blood though.
Opinion: Yeah I was torn with this one. I'd wager that the death in the case report is primarily due to DPH overdose, with melatonin only works in a lesser role since melatonin is having a large therapeutic range compared to DPH. Oh yeah and also the DPH dose taken way too high compared to the melatonin one.

Since I can only using case reports this is way too undeveloped to work, compared to methods like SN or the 5-drug mix. Therefore, I need everyone opinion on this one. Can it work? If so, can this be an alternatives to both older methods? Let me know in the replies below!
 
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Suizident

Student
Aug 7, 2025
111
There are plenty of methods, and some of them involve poisons—which is exactly what the poisoners want.

Why do we need a new method that hasn't been tested yet and is therefore unsafe and dangerous?
 
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meowzers3276

Student
Mar 28, 2026
165
i have 1000g of b17/amygdalin but people are saying cyanide death is very painful-- what do you guys think, try this method first, or wait for SN?
 
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danielplainview

Member
Mar 22, 2026
93
i have 1000g of b17/amygdalin but people are saying cyanide death is very painful-- what do you guys think, try this method first, or wait for SN?
You are right. Cyanide is agonizingly painful.
 
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meowzers3276

Student
Mar 28, 2026
165
You are right. Cyanide is agonizingly painful.
i am wondering what sort of pain this is, i dont think i plan on using amygdalin unless it is final resort, but ive even tried duck duck go and havent found a source describing exactly what it feels like to pass from cyanide poisoning.

i.e. - hanging is painful to the neck and head, SN is painful to the throat and stomach, etc, im wondering what happens to someone. i havent been able to source videos that arent fabricated of cyanide poisoning in action, either.
 
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danielplainview

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Mar 22, 2026
93
i am wondering what sort of pain this is, i dont think i plan on using amygdalin unless it is final resort, but ive even tried duck duck go and havent found a source describing exactly what it feels like to pass from cyanide poisoning.
It's like drowning without water. You gasp for oxygen. There's air hunger.
 
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meowzers3276

Student
Mar 28, 2026
165
It's like drowning without water. You gasp for oxygen. There's air hunger.
i see, that's exactly what i was wondering. thank you. i'll keep that in mind when i consider the amygdalin then...
 
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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
188
There are plenty of methods, and some of them involve poisons—which is exactly what the poisoners want.

Why do we need a new method that hasn't been tested yet and is therefore unsafe and dangerous?
Old methods are slowly getting harder rn. Lots of people can't afford pentobarbital and others would get their SN confiscated. Also I'd wager no one would be a "poisoner" for all of the drugs I mentioned above, because all of them are over the counter meds and no one would love a bad rep if their drugs are notoriously used in suicide case.

I'm just offering alternatives to consider for people to ctb. If that's not a service to this forum idk what is lol.
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
245
Whew did you buy the vitamin b17?! :).
i have 1000g of b17/amygdalin but people are saying cyanide death is very painful-- what do you guys think, try this method first, or wait for SN?
 
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gardenhouse

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2026
438
Old methods are slowly getting harder rn. Lots of people can't afford pentobarbital and others would get their SN confiscated. Also I'd wager no one would be a "poisoner" for all of the drugs I mentioned above, because all of them are over the counter meds and no one would love a bad rep if their drugs are notoriously used in suicide case.

I'm just offering alternatives to consider for people to ctb. If that's not a service to this forum idk what is lol.
Even if i could pentobarbital? Where can i get it? Aku orang indo juga lho 🙂
 
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ElfQueens

Member
Aug 7, 2026
46
Out of curiosity how would SN not be just as painful when you body is not getting the oxygen it needs?
Well the mechanism is different. So nitrites cause methemoglobinemia, which reduces the blood's oxygen carrying capacity (ur body can detect an excess of CO2 but not so much a lack in O2, which's y inert gases're relatively peaceful). Meanwhile cyanides interfere with the cell's abilitya absorb the oxygen. Ig that has different implications on how ur body reacts? Even if in both cases cellular hypoxia is the end result. Altho from what I read cyanide at high doses should also cause an instant coma without preceding pain or panic, it's just at lower/more slowly absorbed doses, things get nasty before ya die. - Merielle
 
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N@te

Member
Aug 6, 2026
70
Hi there, after researching much at my medication/substance thread, I will propose two relatively new methods and explain how each method works.

1. Amygdalin/Laetrile (Vitamin B17)+Vitamin C
I know there has been a thread about it before, but I'd explain it more detailed in here.

Explanation: This is basically improved method from using simple amygdalin to create cyanide in your body. This time it uses vitamin C as a compliment to it. Hydrolysis of the amygdalin molecule yields up to 6% (w/w) hydrogen cyanide (HCN), benzaldehyde, and glucose. Vitamin C not only might increase amygdalin hydrolysis mechanism, but also markedly decrease the body stores of cysteine, a sulfur-containing amino acid that facilitates the detoxification of cyanide [1,2,3].
Dosage: Oral intake of 500 mg of amygdalin may contain as much as 30 mg of cyanide. You may need as little as 1 gram of pure amygdalin taken orally combined with vitamin C to create 60 mg of cyanide, which is in the lethal dosage of cyanide itself. As for the vitamin C, regular vitamin C would do the trick better than extended ones. Extended vitamin C release them slowly rather than in an large burst like regular ones. Sudden increase in vitamin C would severely impact cyanide from amygdalin detoxification. Dose of vitamin C can varies, but it's recommended you take mega dose of it (>3 g)
Opinion: This is old but still underrated method of substance ctb. Not only is that both are still easy to obtain (although looks like amygdalin will more tightly regulated), but that the results would be same as cyanide poisoning, which is lethal and less agonizing imo. Just note that cyanide poisoning is also known to have an antidote so that this is also highly treatable at the same time.

2. Diphenhydramine (DPH)+Melatonin

Shout out to @LittleJem for this one. The sources are only one case report, so take it with a grain of salt

Explanation: Diphenhydramine functions by competing with histamine for H-1 receptor sites. Locations of these receptors can be found throughout the body; however, the ones located within the central nervous system are responsible for the sedative side effect. In addition, DPH acts on muscarinic receptors causing anticholinergic effects such as tachycardia, dry mouth, and blurry vision, which become more prominent at higher concentrations. In cases of increased concentration/toxicity (often doses >1.0 g), DPH can function as a blocker of the heart's rectifier potassium ion channels due to its anticholinergic activity. Melatonin further complicate this matter by lethargy, disorientation, and severe delayed hypotension in recorded cases
Dosage: This case shows that both the DPH and melatonin are above the toxic dose. In this case, 8 g of DPH and 480 mg of melatonin. There is no recorded minimal dose for both to work with.
Alternatives: Here's a case report of overdose benzos with melatonin. The report do say that benzos reduce the melatonin levels in blood though.
Opinion: Yeah I was torn with this one. I'd wager that the death in the case report is primarily due to DPH overdose, with melatonin only works in a lesser role since melatonin is having a large therapeutic range compared to DPH. Oh yeah and also the DPH dose taken way too high compared to the melatonin one.

Since I can only using case reports this is way too undeveloped to work, compared to methods like SN or the 5-drug mix. Therefore, I need everyone opinion on this one. Can it work? If so, can this be an alternatives to both older methods? Let me know in the replies below!
You stated that melatonin has a larger therapeutic range. To expand on this point, 480 mg is nowhere near a toxic dose, at least not on its own (it could potentially help as an adjunctive, maybe). For reference, I take ~2,500 mg each night before I go to bed, and in one study researchers gave someone up to 6,600 mg of melatonin before they stopped because of adverse affects.
 

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